u/LittleFox-In-TheBox

Before starting testosterone I had no ass. Absolutely none. I straight up just had a long back. But I still had wide hips. There was no fat on those things, believe me. I was skin and bones and my hips stuck out like porcelain plates in a duffle bag. But I still dressed masculine. Especially boxers. Those things are goated.

After I went on testosterone, my hips folded up like origami. Suddenly, day by day all my boxers no longer fit. They were always fitting just right, not too loose, not too tight. But now they all slide off my ass like hula-hoops off a toothpick. Can't take two steps in those bad boys without them trying to hug my ankles.

They were so cool though. Matching pairs to my socks, breathable material, funny graphics... Now I could share them with another guy my size. And I can't take them to a tailor, because what the fuck would that make me look like?! Like a moron! Who the fuck takes their shrek-graphic boxers to a tailor?! Can't give them out second-hand, cause that's just NASTY.

Other than that no complaints, I look handsome and fuckable as fuck. Highly recommend.

Just be ready to buy more boxers.

I can't do this shit anymore.

I'm gay. I wanna be sexually active with other men.

But the fear of pregnancy makes me scared like nothing else in this world. It's a mix of dysphoria and tokophobia (fear of pregnancy and childbirth).

I tried looking up something, ANYTHING to try and find resources on where to go, how much it costs, things like that (I'm from Poland btw)

Wanna know what popped up when I searched for it? **Veterinarians and Cancer support groups.** ***EXCLUSIVELY.*** Nothing else.

I don't wanna live in a celibacy all my life. I can't keep doing anal or have some frustrated guy slip it inside my other hole "on accident". And yes, that happened before. Too many times.

I know my body. I know what turns me on. But I can't do it anymore, the fear is too much.

And no, I don't want a phallo yet. Too expensive and the medicine in my country isn't on the level that I'd PERSONALLY be happy with.

Any help? Anyone? Help a guy out? Please...