Big problems
Big issues
My trauma
I was molested at 11 or 12 by a cousin. I was just in rehab best one I’ve ever been to. I was working on childhood problems that were the root of my problem, being abused by my father physically and emotionally being put in juvenile detention for a year and a half for his drugs really took a toll on my growing up. Being molested made me feel like I was not a man. So acting out and looking for the bad crowd became my thing. Being put in juvenile detention made me have to grow up to fast. Enough of that 34 years later I decided to tell my mom that was a mistake she told me I was big enough to take care of myself and it’s my fault I’m like what the heck are you serious. So many feelings washed over me at that moment all I wanted was to explain why I started making horrible decisions all my life