I need help manifesting my relationship after I cheated
For back story, I’m 20F and my partner is 20M.
I did not physically cheat on him ever but I did emotionally cheat on him with my ex as in that period of my life I was going through something hard and SP was not there for me. I acknowledge that there is no excuse for what I did and I have learned from it (:
Sp is the type of person who does not really let himself get emotionally attached to the person he dates, however he got very attached to me as he literally cried in my arms about how much he loves me.
After that incident I saw my ex one last time because his mother was going through cancer and I wanted to be there for his family as me and my ex were together for 4 years before my relationship with SP, I do not have any feelings towards my ex .
My sp caught me and obviously he took it the wrong way and ever since then our relationship has been a big rocky, even though we still went on dates and all, his energy just feels distant , it’s been 3 months since the incident. I’m not sure what to do, I would never make that same mistake again but my mind keeps telling me that he will
Leave me for someone else because of the hurt I caused him , or that he will lose feelings
He spends more time with his friends now and we just aren’t like before and I miss it
I want to manifest getting engaged to him and having our relationship go back to how it was before
Any advice or input would be amazing