Advisor told me to "push through" mental health issues during fieldwork
I'm 5 months into 9 months of ethnographic fieldwork in a city abroad--at the 7 month mark, I switch to a rural community as my field site (note, my language skills are elementary). I have a history of depression, and in the past two months, my mental health took a sharp decline. I'm doing tele-therapy but am really not feeling well. I told my advisor and he told me to push through. I said I was nervous to move from the city to a remote village for 3 months because I'll be cut off from people and my support system (no internet, poor service) and he said that could be a good thing because having too much access to our family and friends can prevent us from getting to know the people around us and integrating as an anthropologist.
I can't tell if I'm being gaslit, but if i'm too depressed to leave my room, I'm certainly not making small talk with strangers in a village where I don't speak the language. I really want to finish this fieldwork, but I am barely able to leave my apartment. It's left me feeling very unsupported and trapped here--as if leaving if I needed to isn't a possibility, because if it was, my advisor surely would have mentioned it when I asked for help.
Does anyone have any experience navigating mental health issues during fieldwork--or an advisor unsupportive of these issues?