Probably a crush
First off, I'm a massive overthinker.
I 25M (in a relationship) think I might have a crush on someone, 25F, who I think is flirting with me and she is amazing, but to be so real I have the kind of neurodivergency and mentality that makes it hard to have conversations that I perceive to be difficult. Side note: If someone starts the conversation and I'm comfortable with them and it's 1-on-1, I'd have the conversation. Picking up every look, pause or comment and replaying them over and over again in my head is not a fun character trait. This isn't an action post, I just realised that I'm finding it hard to process and sharing is caring, so at least I can take that away from it and not bury it.
Here are a few things capturing my attention:
\- Put me in situations where I feel flustered.
\- Actually care if I show disgust/disturbance towards something.
\- Interested in my real response (rather than masked response).
\- Comments regarding attention to her.
\- Comments regarding her own attractiveness.
\- Comments about other people as competition.
And they are just some of the things I pretend not to notice. I kind of just want to stop pretending to not notice but don't know how to.