Maybe we need to break up?
Tldr my bf is happy in the relationship but I’m not.
Me F24 and my bf M25 have been together for almost 3 years now, but after we went to live together, the reality got to a point where I honestly don’t know what to do.
We have multiple problems, the bigger one being the fact that I just don’t like having sex, it’s not him, my libido is just very very low.
Another HUGE problem is that he’s one of those people who already have his life planned and he just can’t understand that not everyone wants to live the way he planned to live.
I tried, THRUST ME I TRIED SOOOOOO MANY TIMES to talk to him about our problems, but he behaves like he’s always right and in the weird one for not wanting to live the way he wants to live, like I’m the weird one for not having an high sex drive, in weird because I want to get a lot of tattoos, in weird because I don’t wanna become a mom, in weird because I wanna stay skinny and not eat fat foods every day.
He doesn’t allow me to be myself and sometimes I feel like he doesn’t even like the persone that I actually am.
Lately I broke no contact with a guy I had a crush on a few years ago, and even if I totally lost hope in love and relationships, I was happy to break no contact, this might be the straw that breaks the camel back.
But I still love him and I don’t wanna hurt him in any way, the idea of breaking up with him terrifies me.
I don’t know what to do.
Please give me an advice I feel so lost.
(English is not my native language please don’t be bitter about my spelling)