Hi, I'm going to be in Lviv from the last days of August till mid September; are there any international students/foreigners who know good places to feed pigeons or simply spend time in an interesting way? Anyway, if you feel lonely, dm me— I have a rich to-do list!
I've been going through CS50P since May, and I feel like I'm only failing; learning how to code is very, VERY unusual for me, and I'm unsure of whether I actually retain most of what I study. Invariably, there's at least one sneaky, primitive error in every piece of code that I write! How did you overcome these walls?
I've been experiencing something similar to derealization for the last 2 years, and it is that kind of derealization that sits in the background just as if you went to bed one night and never woke up. You wake up inside one continuous dream, and iterate, iterate, iterate... Senses! They feel real, but at the same time they feel like senses inside of an unreal simulation.
However, some interesting things have transpired because of my disconnection! You perceive other people as NPCs, and are more likely to do reckless things that you would never do if you didn't have this weird feeling.
And I genuinely feel bad for individuals who deal with a severe derealization, but in my case I don't know whether I'm just an overthinker or should I become concerned... If someone who has overcome the same condition reads this, does life feel better without it? Or is there some charm to living in a dream?
I've been training since March, but hit a plateau in May. For people who dealt with it as well, what was your salvation from those stubborn few centimetres?