i had to leave my husband to finish college
edit: maybe my title is misleading, i have not separated or divorced him. i simply have just traveled back to my home state to finish my degree.
a little bit of a backstory: my husband (21m) and i (21f), have been together for 5 years and married for almost 2 (next month). we are high school sweethearts and have been together almost every day since we started dating. he is my best friend and i love him more and more every day. he joined the army after we graduated and that was rough due to him being stationed across the united states. we have been on and off long distance for a while in the three years he has been serving. i have been in college this whole time (i see him maybe twice a year at most).
now for the vent: i had spent my entire summer vacation
with him in his state from may-august. i am about to graduate early this december, and i am incredibly frustrated because i could have signed up for classes that were fully online, so i could just stay with him and fly down for graduation. i hate leaving and feel like a part of me is missing and i am so incredibly empty. i’m trying to finish my degree while dealing with the grief and heartache of being 2,000 miles away from my whole world.
i don’t know what i am looking for posting this. i’m just so lost and i feel insane. i am so sorry for any wrong grammar or punctuation, i am an absolute wreck right now on the airplane home. thank you so much for taking the time to read!