Hello everyone! I was wondering which Snow White Live Action doll looks better since I got two dolls with defects. I can’t decide which one I want. The first one is missing brown in her iris. And the second is missing hair on top of her head.
Sorry if it’s hard to see!
My POTS has always been pretty severe but I got around to getting a little better. Ever since August I have been having constant adrenaline dumps that won’t stop. I went to the hospital, my doctor, a POTS doctor and did many blood tests and urine tests and nothing. Everything is fine. I can’t figure out what is wrong with me but it took me 7 years to even get properly diagnosed. I react to everything I take negatively or it just ends up not working. I have even tried antihistamines and famotidine because I was so desperate. I have lost 13 pounds and continue to lose more. I sit here and wish I had something that would just take me out because I can’t stand being alive anymore. There’s also the fact that my entire family has been mentally abusing me every day and since I’m stuck at home it never ends. I have now ended up with severe depression and have finally snapped after years of trying to keep calm. The family I do talk to give me toxic positivity and tell me “it’s not hopeless.” I swear if I hear that one more time I’m going to explode. Even the doctors have given up on me.
I just want to know if there‘s anyone else crying every day and feeling sad. And has zero support and has to be homebound every day. I guess at least I’m not in bed. But I always get to have random dumps all through the day so that’s fun.
I’m incredibly disappointed. My Vibrant Wellness Lab Mycotoxin Results were negative. nothing came back positive even though I have way too many symptoms. I was out of the house for two months when I took the test. I’m back in the house while I had to wait for results and now I’m heartbroken over the results. Why am I suffering in my home? There’s still an awful scent that no one can find and I’m still heavily reactive.
Should I stop thinking it’s mold and move on with my life? Or do any of you have an idea as to why it was negative?