u/LooseFishing1826

Ok so for context the real reason why I want to sneak out is because I’m not allowed to go to anyone’s house at all.

Today I really wanted to hang out at my friend’s place and I asked my mom and she was asking me “what’s her address? Are her parents there? Does she have any brothers? How long are you gonna be there? I’m gonna drop you off and pick you up and stay with you. Most of the time at her House ” And when I answered all of them except the last one I said no because my friend was going through a rough time and I wanted to be there for her without my mom being there talking with her fucking grandma because her mom usually isn’t home much. I’m 15 btw. So I lied that it was a bday hangout and she told me to send the invitation and get gifts for her. I told her that won’t be necessary and after all that she didn’t let me go. It’s not just that one time. I always want to go to the mall with my friends and the only time I was able to I could only spend an hour there and the last 10 minutes of the time I had there she was spamming my message and calling me and yelling at me even though I wasn’t on speaker my friend next to me heard everything cause she was so loud. She only lets me hang out with people at my house nothing else, but the thing is that my house is very and I mean very open. My door doesn’t have a lock on it and my basement doesn’t have a door. The only room is my bathroom and that at least has a lock but my walls are super thin and my parents always listen in my conversations and ask about them later even though there bedroom is upstairs and mine is downstairs.

So I was thinking that I could sneak out by going downstairs and opening the basement window and sneaking out like that. (I don’t have an underground basement) lemme know if you guys have any tips! I just wanna go to my friend’s house and get stoned (jk) I also want to turn off my location but without notifying them.

We had A GIGANTIC fight yesterday because of something like vaping. I got a vape, and she got mad at me and her yelling at me through the phone saying I’m throwing my life away and she cussed me out bringing my issues with my family too. She was the same person who made me have a drinking addiction and got grossed out when I TRIED to vent to her about my sh. I can never talk to her about my feelings without her taking over the conversation I can never vent and if I do, she gets distracted by watching a show or playing a game and doesn’t fully listen to my story or vent. We always do whatever she wants every time we go out and every time we hang out, she’s always in a bad mood and obviously I try to make her feel better but honestly it’s exhausting. She blows up a lot, and she has these sort of emotional issues. And she cussed me out when I was talking to her and I wanted to call her and I get it. You’re worried about me, but you’re not showing that you’re worried about me and if you really were worried, you wouldn’t cuss me out and bring up my issues with my mother and father…