u/Lopsided_Feature_961

I am from India btw.

I just can't live at home . Every single night i cry myself to sleep. I have no privacy ( so if I am changing my dress I tell my brother who is 7 YEARS older than me to go out of the room. He always says that he will not look but he looks at me i tell this to my mom she scolds me for thinking that my brother can have these thoughts, so the next time my brother is changing i said i will stay here but i will not look. To make him taste his own medicine. He scolds me and tells my mom to tell me to go out of the room. Without a word my mom brages into the room and hits me so badly i couldn't move my hand) she only beats me when my brother faces smth and if I am in the room.this is only one scenario

I want your advice to know how to apply for a scholarship abroad,for visa, how to earn money as a teen, how to prepare myself to move out, what bank account i can apply as a teenager, how to apply for college abroad.and, literally any advice u have for me.I can take care of myself. But, i can't live here anymore

Edit

* He is a medical student fyi.

I am planning to move out after i turn 18 not now.

If u don't have advice it's alright. Please don't hate me for planning to move out

I just can't live at home . Every single night i cry myself to sleep. I have no privacy ( so if I am changing my dress I tell my brother who is 7 YEARS older than me to go out of the room. He always says that he will not look but he looks at me i tell this to my mom she scolds me for thinking that my brother can have these thoughts, so the next time my brother is changing i said i will stay here but i will not look. To make him taste his own medicine(he is a medical student the irony) . He scolds me and tells my mom to tell me to go out of the room. Without a word my mom brages into the room and hits me so badly i couldn't move my hand) she only beats me when my brother faces smth and if I am in the room.this is only one scenario. There are so many other things they scold me for . If i wrote it out it would be so long it would take me at least 1 to 2 hours to write it.

I want your advice to know how to apply for a scholarship abroad,for visa, how to earn money as a teen, how to prepare myself to move out, what bank account i can apply as a teenager, how to apply for college abroad.and, literally any advice u have for me.I can take care of myself. But, i can't live here anymore

Any advice u have for me will be helpful

I used to listen to erotic audiobooks and read one shot stories in this website

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I don't live in the us so hoopla or libby is not gonna work.

Does anyone have recs

I fricking love her books. I don't know how but I am obsessed with her works. I don't think I've seen a sign of ai in the writing. But, she publishes her books very fast like 10 days to a month difference. Is she using ai