u/LoquatPretend7312

Looking through my subreddits, subconsciously and consciously looking for words, something, to connect to you, to reveal that it’s secretly you. I know you’ve got multiple accounts and probably still post, you’re too good at infidelity.
I hate you. I don’t.

Titled to make light of the situation I guess. I’m still angry at what you did and how far you went to keep up your facade. You lied to your wife and you lied to me, while simultaneously cheating on the both of us without anybody knowing what the fuck was going on.
Emotionally you had me in the palm of your hands and now I feel like useless trash.. for the first time I’m not optimistic. I’ve never in my 30-some years of life let any heartbreak deter me from the possibility of finding someone, but I just don’t have it in me. Complete numbness while convincing myself I did absolutely nothing wrong and there’s NOTHING wrong with me. You’re the disgusting, moralless fuck and I hope you get everything coming to you. I know you thought I’d never find out, but I did my due diligence and found your wife.
Life is water trash, so thanks for adding to everything already fucking me.

Hate is a strong word, but I hate you.