Adults of narcissistic parents, have you been able to hold on to a job or find a fulfilling career and friendships
My parents and siblings are narcissistic. I currently a 33F realizing how badly the narccasism has impacted me in my jobs and friendship. In the past I havent been able to hold on to friends or jobs. I would attract friends with toxic or negative tendencies.I get burnt out easily. My narcissistic parents pressured me heavily into an accounting career. I left after being too depressed and started working in HR and man when I tell you the negative experiences I had in my past 5 jobs I can actually write a book. My last HR job really impacted my mental health that I walked out and been sitting at home for a year. Im married and my family is supportive but im getting pressure to do something. Honestly I dont know what to do. Living with narcissistic family means being in survival mode my whole entire life.
I do feel drawn to help people in coaching like nervous system regulation or somatics or rewiring their brains. But I feel like mentally im not in a place to provide support.
What have you done in careers and friendships to find stability.