u/Low-Preparation-8946

I was talking to this guy and he seemed my age and cute and I sent things, nudity didn’t have my face but it had the wall and bedsheets clearly visible from my face pics he also had. I’m so scared he said he’ll send them to my entire insta following list. I told him I was 18, omg I feel so fucking stupid. I blocked him and I know I shouldn’t have but I deleted everything. I follow myself on some random throw away account and nothing was sent to that one but it’s still so scary I have no idea how to tell if he did without asking someone and I don’t want to I hate this

it hurts so much. I’ve been eating, i’ve been doing so good, i feel so ugly. i look better than i ever have i know that, but i am sick, im fucking disgusting in every way. my parents are useless, my friends can’t help, they’d only pity me. the only path for me now is to be ugly, and I can’t live like that, feeling like that. it will never be different no matter how many times i lose weight, i will always end up back here. At least if i succumbed to the starvation I wouldn’t have to worry about feeling like this again. i’m so tired of it all. There is not one thing about myself im happy with. There’s no help for me here, i can’t take another year in this town let alone a life time of it. i’m so so disgusted with how i feel, and i can’t do anything about it, im not capable of feeling good.