u/LowHour1988

Image 1 — The stereotype
Image 2 — The stereotype
Image 3 — The stereotype

The stereotype

I hate being the "transboi🥺🥺" stereotype cuz of my colored hair and peircings.

I have the most fucking insane dysphoria but genuinly do not feel like myself and go into horrible depersonalization when I dont have my outward displays of me, probably due to never knowing who I was from masking autism which is another stereotype.

I have diagnosed autism, adhd, bpd, pots, depression, anxiety, and dysphoria so I also am now even more "woke transmasc stereotype" cuz I have every disorder under the sun sense they come in clusters.

I use strictly he/him and cant even handle listing pronouns like that because it brings awareness to me being trans. When people ask my pronouns, I just say "im male" cuz ill have a breakdown if I dont.

I constantly work out and try to cut my hair and do masculine makeup like in the last photo but I cant often and get threatened when I cut my hair cuz my parents are extremely maga and Christian. Its been years and they still threaten to make me cut them, ground me, take all technology away, take away everything in my room i love, send me to a mental hospital, etc, weekly because they hate it so much.

Not every person who looks like me, fits the stereotypes

u/LowHour1988 — 2 days ago

Ditched prom. Fake moustache

For my senior prom, I went out with my friends unstead! My parents wernt there so I was able to color my facial hair without getting in extreme trouble. Got over 10 complements from alternative staff at atlas 9 *AI used. Dont recommend. Wont be coming back.* and im extremely dysphoric looking back but it was worth it. I handmade the full outfit

u/LowHour1988 — 3 days ago

Invalidated by "sex isnt gender"

This is an extremely odd take that I dont expect anyone to agree with or relate to but ive always been SO dysphoric at people telling me that gender can be anything *as a binary trans male* because it aligns my binary gender that I hate so much because being trans is the biggest burden to me and puts it in the same category as fun identities.

I dont see me being trans as an identity because its something that was forced upon me and I have to be despite the pain it brings me. Identity somewhat makes it sound like theres a choice involved. Im only transitioning because I cannot handle living without it. If I had any less dysphoria, id go back to being a cis woman.

So it feels invalidating when my binary transition is in the same category as people who identify with neos and xenos *ofc nothing wrong with those. I would use xenos if being a trans male didnt already bring so much pain.*

I wish transexual didnt have so much hateful history behind it because i align so much more heavily with that sense my goal is to appear as close to the opposite sex as possible. My transition is about my sex. I hope this made sense!

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u/LowHour1988 — 3 days ago

Every fuggler ever made

How do I find every fuggler? Both Their websites that say "all fugglers" dont even show half of them. Their socials will only show a quarter of one for a millisecond then show others over and over for months. Im struggling to find every one made. Is there any website I dont know about that tracks them?

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u/LowHour1988 — 8 days ago