u/Lucky-Forever-4879

Positivity and state of mind

One lost friend and it's hard to find

Yet hard to let go of in the sane time

Hansel will follow the trail

His Gretel he hopes to find

Never give up

A dream tells that it will be okay

So that one day

Together they will feast on the gingerbread house

Waiting in hunger is harder than anything

Except the loss one friend

Positivity and state of mind

One lost friend and it's hard to find

Yet hard to let go of in the sane time

Hansel will follow the trail

His Gretel he hopes to find

Never give up

A dream tells that it will be okay

So that one day

Together they will feast on the gingerbread house

Waiting in hunger is harder than anything

Except the loss one friend

Was this the real game?

Did you want this

For my pain to emerge?

Like a stinking lily

To blossom at night

To push me to the verge

Of my brinking insanity

In a state of fright to take flight

Like a meat ridden rotten kite

Left alone while to watch everyone skite

An abject prayer of human spite

Now set alite

So all can smell and take delight

In the destruction and eventually snuffing of my light?

I can't remember

That special feeling

That only you have ever given me

Was it in December

That you left me reeling

Not the first time felt infidelity

Effectively a dismember

A small community dealing

To change someone's reality

Yet I'm still a burning ember

In front of you kneeling

Just to feel wanted once more by thee

I'm spinning

Read and write

Write and read

Erase what's written

Write it again

With a different meaning

Then a different ending

Different beginning

Different seeming

Erase it got it all wrong

Write it again from a different system

FAT32 now NSFW

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Password protected

Ghost image after ghost image

Laying on top of each other

Blending, merging into each other

Digital madness now my reality

Just a copy of my own mortality

A hard case breaking

To show you my 3.5" hard disc

5.4" floppy that's how old i feel

Do you read me

Or write me over again

I'm spinning

Read and write

Write and read

Erase what's written

Write it again

With a different meaning

Then a different ending

Different beginning

Different seeming

Erase it got it all wrong

Write it again from a different system

FAT32 now NSFW

Read Only

Password protected

Ghost image after ghost image

Laying on top of each other

Blending, merging into each other

Digital madness now my reality

Just a copy of my own mortality

A hard case breaking

To show you my 3.5" hard disc

5.4" floppy that's how old i feel

Do you read me

Or write me over again

I have always chosen choosing you

Even when I was not there

Before that when my insecurities darkened me

I was choosing you

Choosing a life with you

A family with you

Growing old with you too

I still have insecurities

I don't even know if you speak to me

If your dreams are mine

But I do know mine are yours

So I hope you are still choosing me

Like I chose you