u/LumieTheCutie

I'm honestly so demotivated atp in trying to look for my dream girl, or even then, just having her randomly appear sometime in my life. It sucks cause like, I wanna be totally obsessed with someone again and truly be an amazing partner but I feel like it's never gonna come.. I feel like me being a trans lesbian doesn't make it any easier but I think that's just interalized self-hatred talking. I guess I'll keep holding out hope that one day I'll be happy in a relationship with someone I'm truly infatuated with, but I don't think it's gonna be anytime soon unfortunately..

are there any other girls who'd love to talk about this game?? i've been a fan of it since chapter 2 came out and each time i mention it to someone, they always end up grossed out and end up disliking me ;~;

Just as the title says! Also team fortress 2 and helldivers 2 players. I honestly want good players but idm if you're new or whatever. I just really need friends to play with as I basically have none I can really talk to about those games. I'd prefer if you were from the US/midwest for better ping but it's alright if not. Also ig to add but I'm looking for long term friendships :D

edit: sorry for not adding much, i wrote this as i got suuuppeerrrr sleepy

it's so hard to find someone who's also a yandere.. especially irl. i hate having all of this pent up love and affection! i cant do anything with it and it's driving me mad!! i just wanna be able to always have someone by me, love them so much it scares them but they'll still love me!! it hurts a lot but i think it's ok. Hopefully I'll get the love of my life soon <3