u/Lumpy-_-Grumpy222

Hi! I’ve been going through my awakening for a bit. I believe it started in the end of 2025 where I was starting to reflect on my childhood and actually feel all the emotions I didnt know I had shoved down.
Went through a traumatic break up in the beginning of this year.

That’s when I really started to go down the rabbit hole. I started going to reiki, saying affirmations and manifestation, learning about meditation, quantum mechanics and healing my nervous system. Plus more stuff but that’s the basics.

The break up happened in march so all of the stuff I’ve been learning and applying to myself has helped tremendously. I was feeling great and starting to really love myself again and be so grateful for the smallest things. I was thriving!

Now I’m kinda in an in between state of questioning who I really am. I’ve heard about ego death and stuff, but I feel like two people at once sometimes. Like my old self concept and new self concept switch back and forth.

I’ve always heard random words pop in my head. Music playing like Im in a club or people talking, but I’m just in bed trying to sleep. I get ringing in my ears almost constantly and sometimes see colorful shapes or quick flashes of images that make no sense to me.

I’ve been to many doctors over the years and I’ve always been healthy.

But with all of this going on I kinda feel crazy at times. Like please tell me I’m not the only person to experience this or question themselves so much on if my reality is actually reality sometimes…

I had my first past life regression today….

I’m having a hard time understanding it.
I wanted answers to my health anxiety and certain phobias and I wanted to know why my one ex always feels connected when I don’t want him to be.

I told the lady I was seeing some background about why I want these answers because I want to let go completely rid of these ties.

I’m horrible at visualizing but I can hear and feel/ sense certain things. So most of my regression was mostly based off of my gut feeling and slight visuals. (More like outlines of things)
Words that popped into my mind helped me connect the dots more.

I’m having a hard time processing what we uncovered. It’s just bits and pieces.
A part of me wonders if my mind made it up on a whim, but another part of me feels as though the emotions were too real to just be making it up out of nowhere.

I feel like I have more unanswered questions. I want to continue doing it so I can learn and heal more, but I’m very drained and feel fatigued now and I know I need rest and to process this one past life before I can explore others.

Has anyone else had similar feelings/ doubts after a past life regression?

I’ve been going through quite the awakening. It’s a very ups and downs ordeal.

The past week or so I was so happy and felt so light. Now it’s like a switch was flipped again and I feel heavy and sore.

I’ve had ringing in my ears for years. I’ve gone to drs and everything always came back as 100% healthy.
Since my awakening I feel like it’s gotten way worse and it’s starting to drive me up a wall! 😭

I’ve been having many other symptoms over the years that were also checked and I’m still healthy. (I have health anxiety so the changes In my body make he nervous.)

I think I’ve always had abilities, but could never tap in. Now that I’m going through my awakening the differences in energies is draining to me.

Hey so for pretty much my whole life I’ve known there’s more to me. I’ve always known there was something “different” or “special” within me.

The past 2 months a lot has happened and I’ve been going through my spiritual awakening.
I came across a post about “9 signs of clairvoyant abilities.” And I’ve basically had all of them happen throughout my life. The latest has been flashes of light and blurred vision. I went to the eye doctor and everything is fine and healthy. I now connected the dots.
I always hear voices or conversations when I’m trying to fall asleep that aren’t my voice. I hear my name or see people and then when I look again no one’s around.
I feel like things have been more “strong” since I started getting reiki a little over a month ago.
also meditation is something I want to get more into it’s just so hard for me to stick with it lol.

I tend to feel when there’s a presence with me.
How can I tune in deeper to my abilities? Any tips or advice would be greatly appreciated..

My SP/ TF and I split up over a month ago. We had a bad fight. We’ve been no contact. I’ve known a for days now that something’s coming. The angel numbers. The affirming. I kept telling myself how he’s gonna be reaching out any moment now… I kept thinking he’s gonna reach out after he gets out of work.

Welp… right after he’s scheduled to clock out of work guess who got a text… I used to get annoyed when people say they’re not surprised when it actually happens…. Cause like I’m not surprised right now, but I am at the same time if that’s makes sense… I’m not bouncing off the walls with joy or grinning ear to ear. I’m just sitting here with my heart pounding and not knowing how to respond to his message.

I want him back and I love him. I know we’re meant to be together. I know we’re twineflames/ soulmates. But I’m scared to jump right back in because idk if I’m healed enough.

Not that his message said anything about getting back together, but I know we will be. Idk when it will happen, but I know we will.

Anywayyyssss… yeah for the past few days I was fantasizing over making my success story Reddit post and here I am just reporting back to the class. I know these posts help cheer my up when I’m feeling low so I hope I helped someone feel a bit better…

I still have a long ways to go. Wish me luck!!! I need all I can get rn 😅🫶🏻