u/Lupinpines78

I can only make it two days at most without relapsing. Today I almost didn’t make it out alive. I don’t know how to stop for good. My brain just forgets how bad it felt the last time and does it again

This is mentally the hardest thing I’ve been through but I’m so proud of myself for making it even 24 hours. Please tell me it gets easier. any suggestions and tips are appreciated.

its that bad. luckily I haven’t lost friends or family over it yet or my house, but I’m losing my mind. Please tell me it gets better. I was 2 days clean until I decided to do some free spins I saw on my email. That turned into the entire amount of money I earned today.