u/LupoDiMusica

so im on subutex trying to quit the cats claw and i messed up and took some of the Blend brand ones yesterday but i still was able to feel it? im on 12mg of subutex. is this normal?

So ive tried quitting kratom and 7 soooooo many times. Been to multiple rehabs, residential and out patient. I just started going back to i.o.p today. Because i cant stop giving into the urges to use becaue my anhedonia is unbearable especially at work. My state is getting rid of all kratom in a month so it would be a felony to sell. So im kinda just in the headspace of “il quit once im physially unable to buy it anymore but until then f it…” idk what to do. Im prescribed subs but still cant stop using 7 even on the subs. I take around 200-400mg of 7 every other day and am just at a point where i feel like giving up bc the amount of mental energy it costs trying to aways fight the urges and resist buying is unreal… sorry venting i guess