Need help on how to focus better in competitive games

I've had ADHD since I was 12 and have been gaming since 2013. My boyfriend convinced me into playing competitive games with him like r6, CSGO, Roblox, and a few more last year but no matter how hard I practice I can't seem to improve my gameplay at all. my reaction time is very slow most of the time, I can't focus on my surroundings except for what's in front of me, I always forget to ADS or remember what certain buttons do, and I struggle to listen to commands. I'm not sure how to explain it but it's like my brain goes on ''autopilot mode'' where I zone out and make the same exact mistakes automatically and if I try to change up my play style a little, it stresses me out. people have gotten angry and stopped teaming up with me because of this reason which has been affecting me lately💔I'm hoping I can get some advice to help with this

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u/Luridskiez — 2 months ago

Helping my bf sell/trade his 4l roblox account

make an offer in comments or send me a DM. I will give you his discord if he's interested in your offer. Don't scam or troll! we know how to spot scammers easily

u/Luridskiez — 2 months ago

Only need 243 more robux to get vip on adopt me

i'm trying to get vip since it's on sale! all donations are appreciated tysm :) it would help me out so much

my user is albinoxwolf and it's a verified account

u/Luridskiez — 3 months ago

trying to help my bf find good teammates/friends to play with

my bf is 21 and he started playing rust a few months ago but since he keeps encountering toxic people in game, i decided to help him find better teammates. please don't be rude or racist! he prefers people who are chill and easy to vibe with on mic and you must be in US - east or west

his discord: 6253

his instagram: merchlad

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u/Luridskiez — 5 months ago