

me and him basically knew eachother pretty well for few months, i love him and I'm sure that he does love me too
idk what happened but he often disappears and not even updating anything ro me, now he disappear for 2 days and I'm not gonna text him first cuz i don't want to sound like I'm needy for his attention. well i do want to talk to him i just don't want to sound desperate and so down for him like i can't live without him i understand that he has a life but mostly his days was just sleeping all day go outside and in the night hanging out with friends? he's not even working what's the problem with just say hi and how are you, how was your day?? it's not like I'm gonna stop u from doing your daily activity
this happened before, but i really told him, that i need him, i constantly need him, i miss him all of the time, i told him not to disappear, least update me about his days or just talk for some, tell me if he's gonna be busy or not. he did listened but never do anything about it, things keep going just the same.
just that i feel so desperate but i had to talk about my feelings right? maybe things will be better. I didn't do anything to him, i tried to wait for him (i absofuckinglutely hate waiting and he knows that pretty well) i tried to understand and let it aside, i wasn't mad at him i just stopped reaching out like some desperate dog
should i also disappear for weeks or no there's no way i could text him first I'm so pissed