u/Maaya_26

Im 24, F. There was this girl who made me a villain in my high school when I was 15. She made me & my friend group seem like bullies in our school. She had a metabolic disorders, got sympathy from everyone in my school. By the time we r graduated from school, everyone got to know her true colors. But this experience had impacted me so much till now. It impacts till date in making new friends and I don't easily trust anyone ( bcz the said girl and our friend group were friends since 7yr old. She used to get sympathy and weaponize it since we were 7)

Im 24,F now. I haven't talked to her since 8 yrs. But a week ago, I got a suggestion of her social media account. Since then, I sometimes think about her. But this morning I'd dream in which she was there. It was a normal dream But I felt so uncomfortable after waking up. I didn't like the feeling. Then this evening I saw her on my street. She was passing by. I also saw her parents on the road at a different time. (also who traumatised me enough).

I don't hate her,but I think im still afraid of her. I don't wish her bad or anything but I don't want to see her ever in my life. Pls, help me. Im feeling like ive manifested her by thinking about her many times. HELP ME pls.

Btw, my parents were my biggest support to me during that time.

Im new to self concept. Ive watched many youtube videos. All the summary i got from them is the meaning of self concept. But how do u practice it. Are there any techniques or methods or things we need to do. Give me some practices pls.

So I had a crush on a guy in my college for 4 yrs of my UG. We got posted in same department for a month during my 3rd, 4th yr and internship. He's a good man. But I exaggerated him in my mind. I used to feel butterflies when im talking to him in my imagination but irl he feels like a homie. It was completely platonic admiration towards him irl. After my UG I got over the crush. It's been a yr since. No contact for a yr now. So Im manifesting my career goals now.

But randomly I've listened some sp subs bcz they were in my yt page and had a thought of him. Im so lazy that i wouldnt spend my energy in affirmations or conscious manifestation on him. Bcz I think hes not that imp to me in my life. So just listened to subs that were on my yt page. I dont even remember what subs they were.

Now, I went to write my PG entrance exam.

Mind u, my exam center around 400km away from our college. Around 30k ppl write this exam every yr. U will never see same college students in the same row during exam. So when I was signing my attendance sheet, guess who I saw next to my name. HIMMMM!!! But we were alloted different seats. I saw him but didn't feel like talking to him. So we didn't meet. I'd no urge or desperation to talk to him. I think he might have seen me, even he didn't meet me. So yeah, that's it.

Also mind u, he has a yr backlog and it's compulsory to complete internship for some one to attend exam. Last time I checked he was about to complete it.

This experience made me believe in manifestation and subs more.

Im 24,F. Im in my hometown for a yr now. I was bored and was standing in my balcony. I saw bunch of kids playing as it's summer holidays. I just wanted to join their gang for fun. They are full of energy and very enthusiastic. I wanted to join their gang and be happy like the kids.so I just visualised of being with the kids and having fun. Then I actually forgot about it. Today, a kid was infront my house and I was curious and asked his name. He said his name and started talking to me so lovingly. ( Mind u, Im in my hometown for a year now. We would always cross our paths while they are playing, they rarely smiled at me).We talked about cricket and his fav ipl team. He so proudly said "RCB"( Cricket team). We had a brief chat then. I felt so happy and calm at same time. I think im going to be a part of their gang now.

This is a fun little incident that happened.