My mood dropped months ago and I don’t feel like myself
My name is Christian and i’ve been feeling off for most of this year, somewhere around Christmas my mood dropped and I started feeling really tired and unmotivated most days. I do try to workout and I used to be very good at soccer but I always face injuries or just see how everyone is naturally better than me and i just suck. I’m not sure why I’m like this now out of nowhere but even a simple task feels harder and all i do is rot on my phone and time flys by. I always get motivation to start stuff but 2 weeks in or a month it just goes away, I don’t know who to talk to about this I asked my mom to put me in counseling she always says she will but never does. I do feel happy still but that’s only when I get stuff done or i’m with my friends, and i’ve also noticed how the feeling of my online friendships/relationships just fades like what once looked and was exciting is just drag. And what makes me feel dumb is how I shouldn’t have a reason to feel like this I have a normal life, good friends, i’m not unattractive, i’m one of the top students at my school, but it’s just like something clicked out of nowhere that got rid of my motivation and the feeling to feel without others. If you have any questions I will reply to them.