I will go home Sunday. Is there a good way to get rid of the rest of the cat food I brought? I don't think a large pile on the street is the best option due to rats.
Warning heavy topic.
On vacation. My brother tells me constantly im stupid and won't trust a word i say even if I read up from a sign he haven't seen yet. My mom allows it.
He makes disgusted faces at me like he can't comprehend how stupid my suggestion is.
I have asked him to not smoke at the table when we eat. This resulted in him making Vietnam jokes about my PTSD (I got it from csa so I'm not a veteran) he will blow smoke at me and laugh at my flashback. Then get mad at me not finding it funny. My mom will then accuse me of ruining the mood due to me fighting to hold back tears.
Yesterday I went out solo. Saw a lot of nice places and did everything I wanted to. Climbed a mountain in waky stairs and alike.
Today I planned a trip my family decided to join. They got mad at me, made fun of me the whole trip. They didn't believe in Walking on a foot path. Even when I pointed to the distanation 5 min away. They made fun of everything. A shipyard needs acces to the water to be functional, but they continuesly made fun of "is this your shipyard?" And "let's drop it" just complaint after complaint. My mom even started in saying it was too much to walk. Eventually we got to the end. Suddenly all the complaining stopped and now it was amazing, especially the shipyard etc. I have a hard time sweating. When I get hot, I stop sweating and get really really hot. I need aircon to stay out of hospital. They think it is one big joke and will say a fan will cool me down the same way Aircon will. (A fan doesn't work if you don't sweat)
So tonight I ditched them. I brought a cactus fruit earlier that fought for its life. I have a lot of spikes to get out of my Fingers now, but in the end I won. It was diced. Beside that, some pasta with filling. It contains onion pieces, beef and bold spices. I couldn't find any salt so it is unsalted. Then a Bowl of melon. (Wich doesn't taste that good. I was expecting more it is ripe) Then some mix of chocolate; Pistache in milk chocolate, 85% dark, Dubai style chokolate, and white chocolate. Then a random local cake I forgot to eat yesterday with caramel. Kinda like fake tiramisu. I only brought it because I like the container. Oh and the eyeball gummi my mom brought me to prank me. She placed it underneath the pillowcase in hopes I'll sleep on it, but I only used the edges so I didn't find it.
I need to find a outside color to this "wagon hood".
I have a few ideas.
A) I can do some cammo in either black cammoflage or snow cammoflage. Maybe even woodland or alike.
B) But I can also choose something cute. Like q blue with white stars. Or I can me it green with eyes on to make a dragon.
C) Or I could find the same brown he have in his fur and use that.
The most important part is, it matches him and fits the wagon. Also it can be combined with the white Inside without looking bad.
I have ended up in decision paralysis and I just cannot decide what way to go. If I choose a or c I can stich a few patches on from our trips. Also so I can have it as a keepsake when he goes home from old age.