So I think the reason why I’ve always struggled with loyalty was because I only recently realized I’m bi
So, I just thought about my past relationships (all of which have been straight) because I only recently realized that I’m bi (about two months ago) and I thought about how every time I was in a long distance relationship, I would either always have the urge to, or I would talk to multiple women, sometimes up to 20 at once (I know it’s shitty but I’ve changed myself and would slap myself if I could) and even when I was in an in person relationship, I never did, but would regularly think about stepping outside of the relationship, but after I realized that I’m bisexual and the more I think about it, if I were in a three person relationship, a man and a woman, I wouldn’t even think about going outside of it, because I feel like every time I was talking to multiple women when I was straight was because I didn’t realize I was bi and just wasn’t satisfied with just a woman, but I thought that it was just because I wanted more women, and right now I’m talking to a cute guy and yeah he’s nice but I don’t even know if I want a full relationship with just one person, and, a couple weeks ago, I was approached by a couple who asked me to be their third, I got really excited for the opportunity, but then they blocked me, and I just feel like if I had both I’d be happy, has anyone else struggled with loyalty because they’re bisexual?