Anyone else deconstructing their faith due to medschool?
I am a med-student in California and also raised here in an extremely religious evangelical and christian nationalist household- pastor and doctor parents. I am currently M3 and i just came to the realization that all my life I've been brainwashed and I realized this on my own thanks to my education at medschool. However, I feel betrayed and lied to, I can't tell my parents that I've been deconstructing because I know it would break them. On the other hand I am extremely frustrated because I broke so many people's hearts especially my ex girlfriend's because she wasn't christian. I can't forgive myself. Is there anyone who experienced something similar and how they dealt with the disillusionment and their process of deconstructing with the amount of studying?