Im tired
I have no place to go to talk
its so clique but I just am depressed. everyone is depressed and I feel so “woah is me” saying it. I have no one to talk to because i feel no one hears me and they dont take me seriously. All my life ive gone above and beyond for everyone close to me and now that its there turn its like its too much to do the same. I didnt hang out as much with my one friend and she said she held a grudge over me and that she was mad at me over it even tho i told her how i was doing. Im on a medication journey right now and I go to therapy and nothing is enough. I feel horrible so often and nothing can keep me happy. I dont know what I need but I just have no one I feel comfortable talking to. I used to cut myself but i havent in a long time in hopes doing the right thing will help but it hasnt. I feel so crazy like I need to go to a pysh ward. I want to quit work and run away and drown myself in a river.