u/Marianna8831

So we are in a cosmic trap , due to a cosmic accident. The only salvation is knowledge. But not just knowledge. Learning something and internalising it are very different. I have to realise so deeply that the world is an illusion , that I am able to bypass the physical mind like Neo on the Matrix or Jesus. No one has ever done that!!!
So we are doomed. Oh and the only true love is our divine spirit which is basically the part of us that is still in the pleroma? That’s so lonely it’s depressing!
And the people we fall in love here on the material world are ways of the archons to distract us? The beauty we experience in nature , or in music , or in animals is an illusion that is just mimicking things from the spiritual world?
Nothing matters, we just have to wait patiently until it’s over and then get sent back here.
Unless we manage to escape which also feels impossible, because of course if the “archons” present to you as your loved ones and make you feel an overwhelming sense of love and acceptance , you’ll listen to them!
This feels hopeless . But then again it’s the only thing that makes sense

So we are in a cosmic trap , due to a cosmic accident. The only salvation is knowledge. But not just knowledge. Learning something and internalising it are very different. I have to realise so deeply that the world is an illusion , that I am able to bypass the physical mind like Neo on the Matrix or Jesus. No one has ever done that!!!
So we are doomed. Oh and the only true love is our divine spirit which is basically the part of us that is still in the pleroma? That’s so lonely it’s depressing!
And the people we fall in love here on the material world are ways of the archons to distract us? The beauty we experience in nature , or in music , or in animals is an illusion that is just mimicking things from the spiritual world?
Nothing matters, we just have to wait patiently until it’s over and then get sent back here.
Unless we manage to escape which also feels impossible, because of course if the “archons” present to you as your loved ones and make you feel an overwhelming sense of love and acceptance , you’ll listen to them!
This feels hopeless . But then again it’s the only thing that makes sense

After researching NDEs I logically believe there is "another side" where our consciousness goes. A place with more dimensions, no time, and expanded senses. I believe it because even physics tells us these concepts are possible!
But I don’t experience any of that here in the physical world. I don’t have strong intuition,communication with spirit guides, meaningful dreams, or any contact with the other side. I never have.
I lost my dog three days ago, and I just wish she would visit me in a dream to let me know she’s okay, or send me a sign.
Having always felt so disconnected from that side makes this so much more frustrating right now, because it feels impossible to reach her.

The entity or higher intelligence behind this elaborate 3D simulation seems to have trapped us here for entirely self-serving reasons (whether as a sadistic social study or just a source of cheap amusement). To make matters worse, they constantly gaslight l us into thinking there's some grand, meaningful design to our suffering.
They essentially drop us naked into a pit of wild beasts with zero protection or tools. Then, when we’re desperately clinging to the edges shouting, "Get me out, I don’t want to fight!", they just respond with, "Apologies, rules are rules! Be sure to appreciate the personal growth, though!"
Oh and free will is a lie too since everything is planned and our free will is limited into choosing door A or B.
To keep the illusion going, they push aggressive regional marketing strategies (religions) backed by outdated, cryptic policy manuals and smooth-talking representatives (spiritual guides) promising incredible "post-retirement benefits" in the afterlife.
Meanwhile, we’re stuck pulling a mandatory eight-decade shift packed with disease, grief, and conflict, watching everyone we care about deteriorate while executive leadership remains hidden away in an untraceable, HR-immune suite upstairs.
And what's the grand takeaway from all this turmoil? Reminding us of basic truths we already knew in the first place , but were programmed to forget? It makes zero sense.
The final corporate insult comes when the system inevitably malfunctions or crumbles. Tech support is entirely MIA, yet management still finds a way to pin the blame on us for having "poor mindset" , “low vibration” or "no faith”, It’s an absolute pyramid scheme: we invest all the pain, effort, and emotional toil, while they quietly collect the analytics for their own entertainment.

The entity or higher intelligence behind this elaborate 3D simulation seems to have trapped us here for entirely self-serving reasons (whether as a sadistic social study or just a source of cheap amusement). To make matters worse, they constantly gaslight l us into thinking there's some grand, meaningful design to our suffering.
They essentially drop us naked into a pit of wild beasts with zero protection or tools. Then, when we’re desperately clinging to the edges shouting, "Get me out, I don’t want to fight!", they just respond with, "Apologies, rules are rules! Be sure to appreciate the personal growth, though!"
Oh and free will is a lie too since everything is planned and our free will is limited into choosing door A or B.
To keep the illusion going, they push aggressive regional marketing strategies (religions) backed by outdated, cryptic policy manuals and smooth-talking representatives (spiritual guides) promising incredible "post-retirement benefits" in the afterlife.
Meanwhile, we’re stuck pulling a mandatory eight-decade shift packed with disease, grief, and conflict, watching everyone we care about deteriorate while executive leadership remains hidden away in an untraceable, HR-immune suite upstairs.
And what's the grand takeaway from all this turmoil? Reminding us of basic truths we already knew in the first place , but were programmed to forget? It makes zero sense.
The final corporate insult comes when the system inevitably malfunctions or crumbles. Tech support is entirely MIA, yet management still finds a way to pin the blame on us for having "poor mindset" , “low vibration” or "no faith”, It’s an absolute pyramid scheme: we invest all the pain, effort, and emotional toil, while they quietly collect the analytics for their own entertainment.