u/MarvelousBunni

Have a question here, has anyone else experienced being fictionkin through like a selfship? Black Cat was recently added to Marvel Rivals, and her interactions with Peter Parker/Spider-Man specifically have been having a bit of an effect on me.

I am a bit in love with her now. Not only that, I desire to be Peter Parker specifically for the purpose of selfshipping. Very strongly. I saw a video of her and Peter and now I feel awful because I'm not Peter Parker and I'm not Spider-Man and I'm not with Black Cat and also there is no possible way to make this reality.

I am also considering the possibility that this could be caused by my plurality, as I do not feel completely like my usual self right now.

I don't know, just wondering if anyone else has experienced something similar?