u/Massive_Stage_5578

I did it without asking anyone but the choice is still not mine i simply did it what everyone wanted

This was the reason of my anger with parents, they wanted me to go to the socially reputed colleges while i preferred a newer clg with better infra, mind u the socially reputed are not so top college there are pretty below the top tiers , i get the idea of picking a t3 college but below that isnt all pretty same, i dont want to live in bad dirty hostel

i m not talking to my parents proper from 5 days now, although i slept with my mom today and she embraced me alot i love her a lot, i went out at evening , the guard bhaiya asked me to bring something for him i asked him what but he said anything, my plan was to eat dosa in a nearby restaurant, but sadly when i went they said no dosa so i ate chole bhature, i bought 2 plate of momos , and a egg roll from another place, all from my own pocket, i gave 1 plate momos to security bhaiya , then one plate to sister , and egg roll to my mom , i am happy,

First of all i hope and intend that i can write regularly , lifes pretty empty at this point , class 11 -12 went away with dummy school, took a drop year , went to hostel , cleared neet , but lifes been empty for me

my family members keep saying i dont have friends ( its true) but whats the defination of a friend, whenever i m in school or when i was in hostel , people were always with me , we talked laughed made fun played , went to restaurants, i had always lived in this moment but never made a single emotional contact

i am a less of a social media guy, i m at home rn, my friends with whom i used to play footy or cricket they are no longer here , either clg or somewhere else, i dont have anyone to talk to aswell really,

had a fight with my family (both parents) and i havent been talking to them as well, i wake up late sleep late, i m hooked just to mobile and laptop mostly doing nothing just scrolling through the internet as an invisible , i crave some attention i dont know why but ig its just a basic human need.Movies do help , watching web series also now,

mentalist i like patrick jane. umm yea ig that will be it for today thats all i wanted to share ik maybe no ones reading i m just writing coz i felt i want to write

Hi guys happy independence day , joining a med school this year i wish all my fellowmates a good journey too , i m from assam so if anyone else is here u can comment

I really didnt get anything , i just ordered a basic shoe, i talked abt ipad, i will buy one maybe later , nothing much, days pass by i m at home mostly nothing to do , i dont even have a room to myself so theres no privacy , and i cant even watch movies and shows to the fullest, i dont feel sad just empty

I want to help my mom, she does clothes reselling over whatsapp since ig 4 years, i dont know the profits exactly but ig theres not even a profit , she gets a fix amt of money from my father to run the home , idk how much in spent on buisness . rn the house is filled with clothes i think 150-200 or more, the buisness is almost like a hobby for her but i rly wish she could actually earn something, ( there are a lot of fights in our house for money), her phone storage frequently gets filled her customers are mostly friends or far relatives i think abt 15-20 clothes sell in a month can be more i dont have much idea, all i know the profit is very less or negative , i dont blame her she has little knowledge so i want to help