I wasted my life on this career
It's 2AM and I'm sitting here reading linkedlin profile of my ex-classmates
every single one has FAANG experience and at least half have multiple teams reporting to them, they are the people who are deciding who to hire/fire, they can peace out tommorow and live like kings for rest of their lives
I'm still just an IC who still need my job at a shit company getting paid poverty level wages because my mental health can't handle heavy workload at a real tech company. i always thought i had more time to ramp up to a better job but that window seem to have closed because of AI.
fml