u/MayorDeweyMayorDewey — reddlx

i CANNOT believe i haven't seen this posted here yet

A Dog Needs an Owner / 개는 주인이 필요하다 (heavy 18+ warning, thus the NSFW filter)

BROOOO this has quickly become one of my favorites!!! spoiler here but to quote a spoiler comment i read:

>>!Dejev is an eldritch being. The beautiful human skin you see is his original form before attaining divinity through forced experimentation. Underneath it, he's a writhing mass of tentacles and serpents. The novel describes seeing centipedes crawling across his eyes when he's mad.!<

im so excited. i'm not much of a reader atm but i genuinely might go and find the novel cuz i'm not sure if i can wait!!!

u/MayorDeweyMayorDewey — 7 days ago

▲ 9 r/hospice

i recently found my uncle after he had passed on thursday

i was his main caregiver, as my aunt/his wife is also elderly and disabled. the past week before he passed he was bed bound, which literally the day before that he was up and walking around fine (we think it was a brain bleed from a fall he’d had shortly before, which is why the decline was so sharp, but this is the first time i’ve been in this position when someone has passed). i was giving him his medications every four hours, lorazepam and morphine, and when i went to give him his next dose i discovered he had passed.

i’m writing here because, while i wasn’t close with him and he frustrated me significantly, i feel guilty. i’d given him his medication at five pm, and i know at some point within the next four hours i had checked on him and definitely saw his chest rising and falling, even if his breathing was shallow. but i feel so terrible that he was just lying there for up to three hours before anyone realized. its easy to say i was overwhelmed and busy and fighting a cold and didn’t want to disturb him if he didn’t need to be disturbed, but if i had just been more proactive in checking on him maybe he wouldn’t have sat there as long, or maybe i could have realized and sat with him for a little.

i suppose this guilt is also from the fact that i had been accidentally neglecting him, if only due to my own inexperience and lack of education in caring for someone on hospice. i’m just so ashamed of how stupid and obvious it was too, his nurse who came once a week was kind and understanding about it but she definitely chewed me out for it. i just hate that i failed him so much throughout his last week. he might have been a stubborn asshole, but he was still a person who was vulnerable in my care and needed my assistance to ensure he was comfortable in his last week.

i hope this sort of rant is okay here but i don’t see my therapist for another week and its just been eating me alive since thursday.

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u/MayorDeweyMayorDewey — 2 months ago

▲ 231 r/DesirePath

she got made official!

this desire path i used to take got upgraded :') people would get off the bus and did't want to walk all the way to the 'correct' way into the shopping plaza, thus the path was born

u/MayorDeweyMayorDewey — 2 months ago

▲ 204 r/minecraftskins

is it clear that this is mean to be armor beneath the flowers and hair?

spent WAYY too long on making an armor skin only to find that once i added my face, hair, and flowers a lot more gets covered than i had realized, and i'm worried it might be a little muddied. i've been staring at it for way too long so all i can see anymore are the mistakes and things i want to change so i'd appreciate some outside opinions!

u/MayorDeweyMayorDewey — 5 months ago

▲ 79 r/Qsmp

any goddess katie truthers??

im in love with all the fan content around the kt deity fan theory and i wanted to make another skin based around it :) its uploaded on planetminecraft and skindex w credit for the dress and parts of the hair i used! (the horn is not part of the skin, its just a neat little command you can do with end rods in vanilla minecraft!)

u/MayorDeweyMayorDewey — 5 months ago

▲ 100 r/Qsmp

i doubt these will ever bee seen by kt or any qsmp people, but i love making skins way too much to let that stop me so i present, clockwise from top-left: bride tomate, groom kt, colonel kt, and regime kt!!

for the dress I made the flower crown have the colors of the vanilla pink tulip, like the one tomate gave to katie, and also katie's pink suit

the flower on the suit is also the same colors as the vanilla pink tulip, and features the same gold tie clip as the regime uniforms for kt's suit

colonel kt is just a colonel sanders suit and regime kt is customized with elements copy-pasted that were the same across ash's, haiper's, and tubbo's regime skins (tie/tie clip, pin, gold colors, purple accents, etc)!

bonus: wedding dress kt and suit tomate :D

link to my skindex profile in case anyone would like them bc someone asked last time (each kt skin also features a version that has her current skin's face!)

u/MayorDeweyMayorDewey — 5 months ago