u/MeanTurnip9281

I only have four miserable days to make a radical change in my life, and it’s been twenty-four hours since I fell into a terrible state of discouragement.

There’s a lot of pressure in my life right now, and despite all the tests I’ve had during these last two weeks, I haven’t achieved what’s truly important right now…

MONEY!

Today I had a crying fit, a deep sadness, and I completely lost my appetite.

I’ve already taken my omega-3, vitamin D3+K2, and three different types of magnesium. I haven’t consumed milk or gluten for six weeks and I’m maintaining a balanced diet. But for some reason, I’m going through a psychological problem.

I was so happy!!!

Neither deep breathing exercises, solar plexus exercises, nor classical music changed my mood.

I only think about MONEY = FREEDOM!!!

Since this community is made up of people with surreal experiences, and without prejudice, I’m going to start by telling you about my personal experiences.

Starting with my uncle’s farewell!

I was about eighteen years old when I took a bus home because that day it was incredibly hot and I didn’t want to walk back home.

[Usually I walked back and used the bus fare to buy bread and milk for my siblings.]

When I got on the bus I relaxed, and I became exhausted and fell asleep. Suddenly I was woken up by my uncle with a smile, asking me to hug my godmother (his sister) and tell her I was okay and that I was going with Mr. Louis, and that I would visit her as soon as I had the opportunity.

I thought it was strange but I said goodbye to him, and I noticed that the bus conductor was asleep and didn’t react when he passed by.

So I decided to go straight to my godmother’s house, whom I hadn’t seen in months, and when I got there I delivered her brother’s message.

She dropped the basin of clothes on the floor, offered me a cake, and asked me to repeat the message to her about five times. Then I repeated the same story to my two cousins, who are mediums.

I ended up staying for dinner with them, and then I learned that her brother had died two months ago, and that Louis was their stepfather, who had been dead for about fifteen years.

I froze in terror because I saw him, shook his hand, and saw Mr. Louis waiting for him at the bus stop.

This was one of the first experiences with the dead that I had in my life.

I will gradually post others!

I apologize for venting, but I need to know if there’s anyone else who has experienced a similar situation to what I’m going through.

I am, and always have been, a very spiritually happy person, and I’ve always believed in miracles. I’m the kind of person who motivates all my friends to think positive thoughts, because in my past experiences everything always worked out, until 2013…

After that year (2013), my life began to change completely, all because I met an incredible person who seemingly lived at a high frequency. He was very popular, cheerful, affectionate, and had a big heart, and that fascinated me. However, this same person had no luck at all with work. Later I discovered that his friends laughed at him because he talked too much about his dreams to everyone.

At first I thought it was all in my head, but after three years (2015) together I started to feel uneasy, because I was working in a very good niche, with a great salary and very good living conditions. Like winter vacations in the Swiss Alps and summer vacations in southern Italy, with 4/5 star hotels. And suddenly I started to feel that I needed to save money, and even with savings, I couldn’t live a decent life anymore.

Contracts started to be cut, my connections with thousands of companies and agents dwindled, and some tax bills from five years ago started arriving with immediate payment requests.

But do you think that’s all?

I gained thirty-three kilos, developed alopecia due to stress, my legs filled with varicose veins, and after losing absolutely everything, I invested in a new segment, which initially generated some financial activity, but then everything fell apart. I had incredible clients, but when my partner understood contracts, transfer amounts, and the project in general…

Exactly, nothing worked!

After ten years of relationship, another suffering began. I discovered that my ex-boyfriend is gay, and then came the end of that relationship. I suffered more severe financial losses because I lost people I loved, my cats, and my bank credit. I lost my car and had two minor strokes in the last year.

I was in a terrible state!

I went to live on social assistance and sustained myself through meditation and mantras, which helped me throughout my journey.

(I practically follow the techniques of the Law of Attraction)

But today, after arriving at work, I received a call from my employment agency, telling me I should leave my keys and my job immediately. And this happened after I spoke with my ex, telling him I was very happy with my job, that it was a peaceful place with respectful people.

Now I’m stuck, without money, and without a job, and I don’t know what to do, so I came here to see if anyone has been through this before.

This story is living proof, as real as the universe, that it will respect our decisions and convictions.

Mr. Shange Xue decided to become the world champion in the international motorcycle championship category. This decision was made when he was a poor teenager, without money to invest, without support, but with a great hunger to live the extraordinary life.

You may have already seen a video about a Chinese motorcycle that has already won three championships by 2026?

If you are unaware of this story about this visionary Chinese man and his dream of building the best motorcycle in the world by the age of forty, I believe it’s an excellent example of the law of attraction and intention.

I’ll just summarize a phrase I read from a journalist who also criticized the audacious plan of the small independent Chinese entrepreneur, and now praises him for his courage in facing and beating the three major brands:

Ducati

Yamaha

Honda

And let’s all write down the phrase:

“When madness meets obsession, and a single chance… it will give life to the extraordinary!” 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

This past week (end of April) I decided to follow an old piece , which is to work with the subconscious mind.

My story

I’m tired of complaining about my last seven years of unsuccessfully trying to materialize a certain amount of money. I haven’t stopped winning things, gifts, or online raffles. But I honestly don’t want to continue renting my brain and physical body in exchange for an infamous amount of money.

Calmly > Meditation

Clearly > Visualization

And objectively, in the here and now!

I analyzed my life and how I managed to get everything I wanted without having to work, without having money, and how I let fear take over and cause so much damage.

So after reading Murphy and Neville, I decided to adopt the following premise:

“The subjective mind works with images and feelings or sensations. So it will give you what you keep alive on your mental screen.”

If you have or are what you desire, in your mind, you will obtain it in your life!