Moroccan born in europe

Whats all this about guys? I see the media trying to downplay us and say they are not moroccans, like wtf, and comments about it too, i never seen a french named ayoub bouadi, even the players who scored yesterday were pure local talent, as if french players are actually french, what do you think about this bs?

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u/Mean_Safety_5329 — 16 hours ago

It’s eating me on the inside

I’m 26 years old, and I feel like I’ve spent years living inside a mental box, disconnected from my own life, avoiding growth, and drifting while time kept moving.

Recently, that realization hit me hard. I look around and see friends who built businesses, got married, developed careers, and created lives that feel tangible.

Meanwhile, I feel like I neglected myself and let years slip away.

Every morning I wake up with a heavy sense of regret. The hardest part isn’t that nothing has changed, it’s that now I’m fully aware of it. I can see the gap between where I am and where I thought I’d be, like I daydream of what i wouldve become at 26, i really hate it, i can feel the potential inside me but idk man.

That awareness feels crushing because the amount of change needed seems enormous. I don’t even know where to begin, and the weight of trying to rebuild my life feels almost as overwhelming as the regret itself, any advice? I also live with my parents and feel stuck to move out as i graduated last year and still unable to find a job, so even the basic thing ever which is to get a job to at least start with something seems hard.

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u/Mean_Safety_5329 — 10 days ago

What’s something that did wonders for your stress and anxiety that you didn’t expect?

A bit random, but as someone who struggles with anxiety and panic attacks, drinking a cup of verbena tea in the morning and another in the afternoon has done wonders for me. I usually have it without sugar and add a spoonful of honey instead. For some reason, it helped me more than medication ever did, though I can’t really explain why. It also made it much easier for me to fall asleep, since I used to struggle with stress, anxiety, and overthinking at night. Everyone’s different, of course, but it might be worth giving it a try.

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u/Mean_Safety_5329 — 10 days ago

Brain fog

Has anyone dealt with brain fog, memory issues, trouble focusing, and feeling disconnected from the present moment for a long time?

One thing that really bothers me is that I can never seem to remember directions when I’m driving. Even if I’ve been somewhere multiple times, I still rely heavily on GPS and often couldn’t tell someone how to get there from memory. It’s honestly embarrassing when I’m with family or friends and they expect me to know the route.

I also struggle with everyday tasks that seem to come naturally to other people. Whether it’s remembering things I need to do, staying organized, paying attention to what’s going on around me, or just navigating day-to-day life outside the house, I often feel mentally checked out. Sometimes I realize I’ve gone through an entire day on autopilot and can barely remember parts of it.

I feel mentally foggy most of the time, have trouble concentrating, and often don’t feel fully present in the moment.

Has anyone experienced something similar? Did you ever figure out what was causing it or find any supplements that helped you effectively? Should i get blood tests first?

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u/Mean_Safety_5329 — 16 days ago
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Azure roadmap

Hello everyone,

I’m new to cloud computing and want to start learning Azure. One challenge I’ve noticed is that with cloud platforms like Azure and AWS, hands-on practice can become limited once you run into costs. I recently received $100 in free Azure credits and would like to make the most of them.

What would you recommend I focus on to get the best learning experience? Are there any projects, services, or learning paths that would help me build practical cloud skills while using my credits efficiently? Thank you!

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u/Mean_Safety_5329 — 30 days ago

Do you ever get the feeling that everybody else is having fun, being in relationships, having sex while you're missing out on everything when retaining? How can one get rid of this FOMO and jealousy, it's eating me out while im on this journey.

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u/Mean_Safety_5329 — 1 month ago
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How to set yourself apart

With the rise of AI tools that can generate code, what skills should I focus on to become a strong backend engineer and actually get hired? I enjoy backend development,
I don’t want to waste time learning things AI can already do. What knowledge and abilities still matter most for becoming a good developer in the AI era?
Should i master one framework? Or focus on dsa? Or what? Im lost

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u/Mean_Safety_5329 — 1 month ago

What would you do in my spot rn in order to fix my life?

I’m 26, broke, unemployed, graduated with a CS degree a year ago, and honestly feel completely lost.
I feel like I came into tech at the worst time possible. The junior market feels dead, AI is changing everything so fast, and I genuinely don’t know what’s even worth learning anymore. Relearn fundamentals? Backend? Networking? AI? I have no idea.
What scares me most is that I’ve lost almost all passion for this field with this market. I feel stuck, behind in life, and like a burden to my parents while everyone else around me seems to be moving forward, friends of mine getting married, traveling, securing jobs.. my mental health is declining, and i get no sleep lately by the immense overthinking and negative self blame that’s been nonstop.

If anyone here was in a similar situation and managed to recover, what did you realistically do?

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u/Mean_Safety_5329 — 2 months ago

Lust and pornography act as a parasitic rot within the psyche, a grotesque, internal entity that thrives by devouring my potential and feeding upon the very desires it was meant to fulfill.

I envision this struggle as a self-manifested parasite. It is a hollow, deformed shadow living within me, leaving nothing behind but an empty shell.

semen retention is not a trend, it's not a way of living, it's the only way to regain yourself, the person you supposed to be, and now times are much tougher now than they were for our ancestors, we have porn, (not a multi billion dollar industry for no reason), social media, degeneracy, soft porn, oversexualization of everything, you name the rest ..., you cannot beat lust by itself or willpower, you have to transmute it into something bigger, the potential inside you that god gave you since birth, so please my friend, regain yourself, you owe it your soul, it begs you!

u/Mean_Safety_5329 — 2 months ago