u/Medical_Tomato_2554

hi yall im 17F from Mumbai looking for online friends because my screen time is basically a full time job at this point 😭🙏

interests include:

- music

- art

- dance

- cooking (i make 5 star meals at 2am)

- sleeping

- staring at walls while overthinking fictional scenarios

currently surviving on vibes, caffeine and delusion. preparing for competitive exams so my mental stability is hanging by a THREAD💔

looking for people around my age who are funny, not dry, and capable of sending more than “lol” and “hru”. we can talk about literally anything, songs, life drama, conspiracy theories, random midnight thoughts, why mosquitoes choose violence, idk.

bonus points if youre chronically online and send dumb reels at unhealthy hours🙏

warning: rant😍💔‼️

bhai yaar im genuinely so fucking exhausted and tired like bro mai kitna bhi padhlu mujhe kabhi marks hi nahi aate bhai😭 i literally study sm

abhi coaching mai test tha thode din pehle and i genuinely had been working hard for it and i fucking scored 59

yes i fucking scored 59/300 after putting so many hours🤣🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀

am i genuinely dumb or is this jee shit even for me or what

like is it even possible for me now to get a good %ile? a good clg? everyone around me says its over if i can even do mhtcet or not

im genuinely so done like so so fucking done

class mai all my friends talk sm, scroll reels during lecs, and mai padhti hu bc fir bhi marks nahi aate what the fuck am i supposed to do guys pls help i literally have no hope😭🙏 and im not saying vo nahi padhte obv they study alot gharpe bhi padhte honge but what AM I DOING WRONG😭

im so fucking done like self confidence toh mera pura khatam ho hi chuka hai😭😭

i literally feel i have reached my fucking breaking point🙏 i literally scored 54 once in my test in just physics and thats barely my entire score now im so done so so so fucking done

🙏🙏🙏🙏🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀

(chatgpt) TL;DR: Worked really hard for my coaching JEE test but still scored 59/300 and now I’m genuinely questioning if I’m just dumb or if JEE isn’t for me. Feeling exhausted, hopeless, and losing all confidence because everyone around me seems to do better