Hi, I am curious how do you people save your pulp until you use it? I am experimenting with different ways to keep it. I use glass jars and big plastic boxes. But for now all pulp has an odd smell when I reopen the jars or the plastic. Is that normal?
My inner world and the life I live there is so much better, richer, than this one. I am fierce and fearless, I get what I want, things are always interesting. I want to just leave this place and go to the one inside my head, where I can be myself, and no one else matters there. I don't understand the others and their obsession with reality, with dreams and goals, they always fail anyway. My way is better.
I'm autistic and a system and during a very difficult doctor's appointment I had a moment that I think was a dissociative seizure. It was too bright and too loud and I got scared. I felt like I was taking a dive in water or like I was sinking into my sit and the lights went dark, it felt like fainting and like my brain was being fried. I just wanted out. The doctor noticed and stopped but I have no idea how that looked to her. The rest of the day we were switchy, crying, irritable, had terrible sudden headaches and I got a feeling like jolts in the back of the head that made me scream a few times. I can't remember this happening to us before.
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Has anyone ever been through that? What could it be? How to avoid this happening again? Sensory-wise I am way too sensitive and we often dissociate because of that. I worry it will keep happening. Now we are scared of returning to the doctor.
Please help with my brioche scarf, I appreciate any advice!
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Guys listen I have been making this for months and I made a mistake at the very very end, this hurts my soul, please tell me there is a way to fix it!
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Brioche is my favorite stitch pattern. I am autistic and very bad with shapes and motiffs but I find so much joy in moving the needles for this stitch. Yet I ruined it at the end. What can I do here? I am so disappointed..
EDIT: I did a lifeline as suggested, didn't end up perfect because it is my first time trying it, but the scarf has been saved! Thank you!!
Been in therapy for years trying to stabilize and were doing so well. Until something bad happened in our life and now everything is upside down again. We are all blended and confused again, I think I am sensing new splits, we have been completely out of reality, and the fact that the curent life problem cannot exactly be solved is bringing up flashbacks, intrussive thoughts, panic attacks and even bad thoughts. I am afraid. I am sensing life slowly falling apart, our mind sinking into depression, it's like watching it happen from somewhere far unable to stop it. What do I do? How can all the hard work done up to now mean nothing all of a sudden? How do I feel so unsafe again? I thought we were healing..
I live in an apartment on the first of many floors and for the past year I have been hearing this very bass sound. Everyone can hear it but due to a health issue, to me it vibrates causing me so much distress. I already use ear protection and noise canceling, I can still feel the vibrations. So I am looking to soften the way it sounds inside my apartment.
I have absolutely no idea what is causing it, and it starts and stops whenever within the day. I have tried but cannot find any patterns to it. It could be some fan inside the ventilation system. I rent and there is no way to get anyone from the company to identify the issue and fix it, so I have to forget about that.
Is there any way to reduce this noise even a little? Would a bass trap help? The noise comes from within the building, it is very low-pitched, same pitch with small variations, continuous with slight reverberations that affect its loudness. What can I do? I am willing to try anything.