u/Meticulous_Fraud

Im 21 currently doing CA internship in Bangalore, Currently 4 months in,

I know this might sound childish and stupid

The regret of not going to a college is eating me alive, apoo njn ingne aaloikun, Keam ezthii btechinu cse keriyaalonn which was my actual plan after 12th.

Pakshe life took some turns, veettil financially korch budhimutt pinne vere korch kaaryangalum
and now im here, every single day i Cant sleep bcz of the thought how miserable my life has become.

Ivde Onathinu wfh polum thannilla, ennum late night vare officelm client officilum.

Sometimes i think im too young for all these shit. I thought i wont regret not going to a college but now i think Lifelong this regret is gonna haunt me.

Pakshe am i too old for this Keam and btech stuff😑

Aarelum indoooii

My heart is very heavy today. Felt like writing here.!

Its been 3 years after she left me.

Enthaa paryaaa she was my whole world, My other half, the person I loved more than anything in the whole world. Ithokke sthiram cliche phrases aanenn ariyaam. But, Ee cliche phrases okke came alive after she left me, I realised ithokkee enthina aardeyoo manasil vannitt avr ingne paranjathenn….

Literally, im not fully alive after her, I’ve achieved many things that people consider as a wow in this three years, from the outiside, I’m a happy happy guy with all the things I wished for. But little did they know, ellaathinum melil I wished for her, I wished for US…. none of these makes any sense without her…

Like, I know she hates me more than anything in this world, and she wont listen to my side or me ever again. She is in a new rship. Tbh, she has moved on with her life. But here I am.. in the midnight of a June after 3 years wondering where it all went wronggg..

Sometimes I feel like i dont miss her, I miss the version of myself when I was with her… Whatever.

There is vacancy in GT Bangalore for Stat audit for CA Freshers.

If Anyone is interested drop me a message!

I recently moved to Bangalore for my 2 year CA Articleship. Yesterday, my company was throwing a party for our department at Biergarten Brewery, Bellandur. FYI, I’m a teetotaller and went there only for the food and vibe 😹🤝

The party was scheduled to begin at 8 PM. I was working from my client office yesterday, which is around an hour away from my PG. I had gone there in formals and planned to leave a little early, come back to my PG, change into casuals, and then head to the party with my friends and colleagues.

But… my manager didn’t allow me to leave until 7:45 🥲. She said we’d all go to Biergarten together from the client office. I told her I’d have to change, but she said many people would be there in formals. I believed her.

We reached the place by 9. There was not a single person apart from me and my teammates wearing formals.

My friends came directly from the PG, so they were all in casuals too. That itself made me feel a little excluded.

Anyways, people were eating, drinking, dancing…

We took a plate and went to the buffet counter. There were only starters, and it was already around 9:30. Me and my noob friends thought, “ini vere onnum kittumenn thonunnillaa🏃”, so we had starters like it was the main course 😂

Then we started roaming around. Ngl, it was really funny to watch big big people in the organization being drunk and doing random things 😹😹. Like, a trainee was hugging a director and crying 🤣🤣.

Okay, ennitt we started to dance. Appzhum next thing, the way we dance🙂‍↔️🙂‍↔️ ulsava parambil vellam adich kalikunna dance polee.. no that it is not peak📈 Pakshe avde angne oru dance aarum kalikunillaayrnn.. first thing dance kalikaan ariyillaa, pinnee light onnm athikam illathath kond nthokekyoo kaanich angg enjoy cheyyth😌. Pakshe ini povumbo dance okke padichittee povu🕺

So I realized why BLR people are so obsessed with this pub culture. Tbh, it was after so long that I got my mind free from all the work stress and shit.

Overall, adipoli aayrnnuu 🤩

Ningal aarkelm ingne first time pubil okke poyapoo ithepole okke thonneettindo??

Aake undaayirnnath reddittum ee commentsil ulla samsaaram maathram aayirnnu…

Njn ipoo oru companyil 2 yrs mandatory training cheythond iirkyanu as a part of my course, apoo course njn padichond irunnath veettil ninn aaanu, so eppzhum redditil post ittum comment ittum okke aayii nalla fun aayirnnu.

Ipoo work thodangiyathee pinne reddit thorakkan samayam kittunnillaa🥲 jeevithathil nthokkeyoo oru gap pole .

As a single yuvav, with no gang in a city like BLR, reddit is my only way to light🥹🥹

Always been a fan of romance, love, being each other’s support system, making fun of each other, and everything that comes with it…

There’s something beautiful about the idea of soulmates.

They say the person meant for you will find you, no matter where life takes either of you. At the right time, they’ll walk into your life.

Seeing all the couples around me always makes me wonder…..where is myyy hooman? Is she already somewhere around me? Will I be the one who likes her first, or will she like me first? And the biggest question of all… when am I going to find her, or when is she going to find me?

I often imagine the things we could do together, the places we’d go, the food we’d eat, and all the little moments we’d share…

Sometimes she even appears in my dreams. It feels so real that when I wake up, I end up missing someone who doesn’t even exist in my life yet.

Can’t even imagine how much I’m going to love her someday. ❤️

Ini ningal paraa, enik vattaano? 🏃

The workload is so heavy and on top of that i’m getting no proper guidance on how to work.They are expecting me to work like an experienced CA.

I’ve decided to take transfer to a mid sized firm in my hometown. Cant ruin my mental health everyday..🙂

How to apply for transfer and are there any means by which they can refuse my transfer??

So after 12th, I got into CA. Now I’m 20 years old, cleared both my Foundation and Intermediate exams on my first attempt, and am currently doing articleship in a Big 6. From the outside, my CA journey might seem perfect to everyone.

But… I have always been a people person. I love having that tribe wherever I go!

The biggest regret of my life is not attending regular college🙂 Choosing not to go to college and taking up CA wasn’t fully my wish. I had to choose this path due to some financial difficulties in my family.

Ngl, I was excited to join a corporate firm and begin my career. But a few days in, that sudden realization hit me “ini ithaaanu life!! Family illaa, friends illaa…. “ Instagram open cheytha appo varum college, college trip, ath ithu.. everything related to college😭

Enik aanel, I don’t have any friends out of school. Like I said, I’m a people person. Enik aa oru tribe illathee away from my home survive cheyyaan sherikm paadanu.

I’m in Bangalore rn. Ivde ente teamil aanel full hindikaarum. Enik aanel “tumara naam kya haii”, ith maathram ariyaam💔

Appzhokke ente mansil oru kaarye varunnulluu, “collegel poyirrnenkiil atleast athenikilum lifel oru nalla memory aayitt indaayrnnene….!!

Soo ningal aarenkilum regular college attend cheyyathavar indoo?? And do u ever regret it???

So yesterday night, I was travelling to Bangalore in a KSRTC bus. I was sitting in a right window seat. Beside me, there was a North Indian couple (not an affair 🏃). The guy asked me when the bus would reach and stuff like what I do and everything. So I spoke to him in English as well.

After a few minutes, a guy sitting in the seat behind me started talking a bit loudly to the person (I didn’t see who it was at first) sitting next to him. It started with him saying that he was gonna grow his hair out or something. A lady replied that his hair looks good now. I couldn’t help but listen to them since the guy was really loud😑 Also, fyi, a Tamil girl was sitting beside them.

At first, I thought like yeah, a normal couple going somewhere, speaking very loudly in the bus. Now the guy had to charge his phone. The lady was sitting in the window seat, and the charging point was below the window. So obviously, he should have leaned towards the window or reached the charging point with his hand. That’s when he said… “njn angnethe oraal allaa njn nallavanaaa😭”, then “ninte ‘someones name’ aanenkii onn pidichene”.

The moment I realised they are not a married/regular couple.🥹

Ngl, shit got interesting for me there on💀

So when he said that, the lady replied… “ayyoo aarenkilum okke kekkum”,

Guy: “aaru kekkanaaa frontil hindikaar 🏃🤣, sidil oru tamizh penn, pinne full kaattokke adikumbo aarum kelkkillaa”

I’m damn sure, with the way he spoke, the people sitting in front of me would have also heard him😂

Then regular talks happened, and in between some kulsitham ifykyk🚶. They were even telling their ages to each other (both 36)🏃.

I was like haha, this is fun🤓

But then the guy asked… “aarenkilum ippo vilikuo phonil”

Lady: “haa molu vilikum”😑

The lady is/was married🙂 When I heard that, I realised this isn’t fun… And soon after that, she asked him something about the place the bus had reached at that time. He replied, “this is **** place…” and (goes the other bomb) “ninte kettiyon ithonnm paranj thannittillee ithiloode poyappol” 😭

She is married and has a daughter. How could they….😑

I’m feeling so sorry for that poor husband of hers…. Wish I hadn’t heard any of these🙂 💔