u/Middle-Price8066

I’ve always been into weird, gothic, witchy etc stuff, and I even did a couple spells, and I recently learned my grandmother was a voodoo witch (she’s from Haiti no worries) and I’m really trying to get into witchcraft. I do believe in it, I just don’t believe I can do it. I’m getting a job in a month or so, so I am hoping to get advice on what to buy and what to research to get me started? I think I might be a fire witch (if that’s a real term?..) and I’d like to do curses, hexes, etc, but I know you shouldn’t start with those kinds of spells so maybe you guys could help me a bit? I’ll buy anything you think could help me (I’m also planning to buy a tarot deck). Also, is there an age to start witchcraft? I won’t say my age but yeah I’m just wondering. Excuse my way of typing, English isn’t my first language and I have long nails rn. Pleaseeeee help me?

Sooo I’m a lesbian, I’ve been a lesbian as far as I can remember (i genuinely remember liking girls in 1st grade), I’ve been out to my mom and pretty much my whole school ever since 4th grade. My issue here is that my mom is the only one in the family who knows, i believe she outed me to the rest of the family tho cause they kept on being weird about me and boys. And i remember my mom telling my grandpa at dinner one day “ah.. well I don’t think she’s gonna get a boyfriend. I thinks she’s gonna get a girlfriend instead.” And my grandpa said “ahah I know” THOUGH I DONT THINK HE DOES KNOW CAUSE he keeps on telling me stuff about when I’m gonna have a boyfriend, kids etc. My grandpa is basically my dad, I grew up with him, and I love him so much. We go on car rides every evening, and it’s now the 4th time he says things like that while we’re in the car. I’m seriously thinking about telling him “hey so I like girls so if you could stop talking about my future boyfriend that would be nice.” I’m sure he’s gonna say his usual “ahah well that’s gonna change, you’ll see” but he might actually leave me alone then?? Any help with that? Or advice?..

So I have two friend groups, the normal one (1) and the older one (2) 1 don’t like 2 because they think that they are bad friends who don’t care about me and that they only drink and smoke. Turns out they’re literally way nicer than (1). Today I’ve had my first hangout with them, they’re literally so nice. I was so scared about that hangout, like everytime I’d talk about it my stomach would hurt. We spent the night together, there was me, A, J and E, and I’ve never felt happier. I literally can’t sleep because I keep of thinking about it. They’re the best friends I’ve ever had, they don’t judge me and they like to do the same things as me and we actually laugh. They asked me why my friends didn’t come today and I told them they leave me alone most of the time, especially on the “saint Jean” when they all went somewhere together and left me all by myself. They said that now they’ll invite me with them. I’m so happy it’s insane (this was yesterday but it got deleted cuz I posted it on /rant and they said to post it here)

Haven’t gotten my period in like 3/4 months but rn I have 50x more pimple as I usually do and I’m feeling sad and angry and I hate myself even more than usual. Ik this is probably period related but omg can’t I just bleed already it’ll make me feel better like I’m so done

So my mother has endometriosis and just so happens to get sick on her period, btw my room is right next to the bathroom and I believe I have little to no insulation so I hear anything and everything. And everytime she throws up, it is genuine hell for me. 1/3 of the time, she’ll throw up in the toilet, 2/3 in the trash and leave it there for a week to really let me smell it, and 3/3.. in the kitchen sink. I hear every cough. Every chunk dropping. Every “slurp” the sink makes. It’s disgusting. Why can’t she just throw up in toilets like normal people. It irritates me so bad like omg just go to the toilet no?? And then she dares to ask me why I don’t do the dishes. The disrespect.