u/MindGreat2196

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Hey guys mai apko thoda detail Mai batana chahunga my condition . First of all I clarify that i respect women and I still love my gf no matter what

So I am a 18 M and a neetard . I met this girl online let's name her chiku . Toh toh she met me online on Instagram as she used to own a feminist account jispe she used to post feminist account and one day while scrolling i commented on that account ' more power to you' . And then she DMed me and we started taking . Shuru ke din were nice but next month's neet ke 4-5 months pehle I started hitting rock bottom idk like mughe depression hora tha it was like neet is too much pressure for me . Toh mera nature hone lag gaya and I started saying cuss to her . Which i regret that and I gave apologised several times for that . Mughe abhi bhi guilt h uss chiz ka . Toh I wanna clarify that chiku's family is not that good . Her father used to a\*\*ult her mother when she was a child . Her father used to come home drunk and just bet her mother up and he was also a great casteist . This things made me blue and also made me more sympathetic for her . Btw we were both of different castes and her father is just an angry guys toh mai nhi chahta tha ki he'll harm her toh we decided to break up . I cried everyday manifested so hard ki woh mughe text kare . And 4 months after this she's texted me and told me . That I love you and please let's get back together but she's still sad jo maine usko bola cuss words wagera mughe nhi kehna chahiye tha I am in guilt and usne pura rant out kara what I have done to her . This thing has broken me mughe aisa nhi karna chahiye tha . I still love her

Please mughe guide kare I wanna calm her down

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