u/Minimum-Cell1113

I am not someone who eats a big portion, nor who overeats sweets(although I do love them, and eat chocolates or icecream regularly, like once a day or once in two days).

However today, for some reason I had a strong craving for sugar, and ate four big spoons of Nutella from jar... At night around 9pm.

I am feeling quite a bit of discomfort in my stomache, and also feeling guilty. I have purposely vomited once in the past for a similar reason, but never did it again. But after eating big nutella portion at night, it suddenly came up to mind.

I know that it is never good to lnduce vomiting. But I can't help thinking that it would make me feel better, in a "less guilty" or "undid my action" way.

Is throwing up on purpose really that bad of a choice to make?

I hope this doesn't sound too stupid...

Basically, there are two bathrooms in our house, one for me with a shower, and one for my father and his girlfriend with a bath tub. They both use the shower in my bathroom usually though. The shower door opens both inward and outward of the shower frame, and they tend to leave it open outward. However the problem is, all the moist and water from the door runs down on to the floor, right where the toilet(only I use that toilet) is. Meaning that when I go to the toilet theres quite a bit of water down where I would place my foot. I have been wiping it everytime, but it has been going on for quite some time and I decided to ask my father if the door can be opened inward instead.

I imagined it would end peacefully, with "oh okay, we'll open it inward if thats the case." Since theres really no difference in how wide it opens, or how well it ventilates. However it was not. He said, since they are paying for the house, that I need to live by their rules. He is usually a well-reasoned man so I was surprised and couldn't agree with this. I explained to him how inconvienient it is to need to go to the toilet and having a puddle of water right where I place my foot. But all his arguments are simply, "if we do it that way, you have no right to speak against it. We have a room here for you so you're lucky."

At this point, its not only about the toilet floor. I had such rage against his attitude of using his "owner of the house" card upon such a small request. Especially he could have just said "sure, I will leave it open inward." I don't understand... I've never had this kind of situation with my mother.

Am I just overreacting? Is this what a relationship with a normally father looks like?