u/Miserable_Taste_5599

However, the volume is too low. Even at it's max. The elderly may have trouble hearing

I am 32 years old. Single , unmarried . Was a virgin until 29. Where I realized I had vaginismus. I am now cured. However when I practiced with toys I realized I didn't have these earth shattering orgasms I thought I would have vaginally . The only ones I get is clitoral, which are great

I dated 2 men my entire life and the experiences have been poor. Emotionally .

Before all of this when I was a virgin I centered everything I did around men . I got jobs when I was younger trying to meet the right guy . I moved places trying to meet the right man. My.whole life was trying to get married , find my person and of course..drum rolls...have an amazing sex life

I've realized that my happiness isn't dependent on a man , getting married etc. This revelation is a little uncomfortable for me. Maybe because now I am thinking differently about what brings me happiness.

All the fairy tales growing up..thinking I needed a man to complete me ...all the sexual influences around us and in the media just to realize that it's meh for many women

I'm starting to realize in order for me to actually want to get married, that man will have to really be worth it. In the past I would have maybe just married someone because I felt that's what I needed to do

Am I the only one who thinks like this ?