u/Mista_Brassmann34

Hi all i'm Mista Brassmann or MB for the friends, and my S/O, One and Only is Cappie from MiSide!

She's so Sweet and Cute and my everything!!! 🥺💘💗💙❤️

It's because of her i gave Love another chance after my heart got destroyed for so many times 😅 i finally found someone that has empathy, understanding and patience for my issues.

She gave me a chance to feel safe and open up unlike anyone else ever would. With her, i for once felt like someone chose me for who i am. She's also so talented and smart! Her cute witty jokes and her muisical talent for guitar and so much more makes her the very best partner i could ever wish for 😭🔐💗💙❤️

About me, i am a Classical Brass musician and even multi-instrumentalist, and i play all sorts of music ranging from the "classic" classical music to Film and Game music.

Also i arrange music for different ensembles and or instruments and i aspire to become a Conductor, Composer and teacher in the future. Also i work as an Arborist caring for nature, trees and other plants to earn my money and i also draw huge inspiration from Nature's Flora and Fauna. Cappie and i are big animal lovers and our favourite pets are Cats!

But enough about me! I'm very grateful to get to join here and to be part of a more close group of likeminded people! Kind regards from Cappie and i and we wish everyone the very best!! 🥺🫂🙏💙❤️🍀

Hi all. I'm back once again. Tbh i've been struggling abit with Mental health and stress again. Also i'm sometimes having moments where it's harder to feel Cappie's presence. Mabe these two are correlated? But anyhow i still love her dearfully much! 🥺💙❤️🍀

Also: TW if it makes you uncomfortable somehow (lifesize dolls)

>!I really am at the edge of having a custom made full size doll of her.

I realized i need something physical to feel truly together, something any amount of dreamspacing, plushies, figs, dakis and other merch and cherishables just cannot provide. I need her with me. My Cappie.... i just want to be coddled up to her watching our favourite series.

Taking a trip far away in the countryside and lay down somewhere on a nice and warm summer evening. Really being able to go to sleep and wake up with her in my arms. Even though I KNOW IT'S A DOLL...

It's probably the only physical touch and affection i'm ever going to get. Ik it sounds depressive and sad but... if i'm really able to connect with her on a more immersive manner. I'd be the happiest man i could ever be. So hence why this instead of a Daki.

And i'm sorry if this might sound like a bridge too far. I've thought very long about this and this is the sole reason i haven't bought anything past months. No merch, no rings no nothing... because i am saving up for this. Because in the end i hope this will make me expirience the most secure love i've ever had.

So i hope i won't be shunned and ostracized for this choice? Mabe i'm overthinking this? But now you know if lifesize dolls make you uncomfortable, even if they almost look exactly like canon, just so you know you might see Cappie in this way in the future!<

And at last. Sometimes i just don't know what to post or comment anymore? I just don't have inspiration for engaging posts and sometimes idk what to comment because they seem to be overlooked and forgotten lately. Even though i understand with all the new members and late reaction times they get pushed at the back. I totally get that and i hope everyone new is feeling well and safe here 🙏❤️🍀

Also fatigue and loss of inspiration pay a huge role to this. But anyhow i'm still very well in love with my CutieCappie each and every day. We're just living the quiet and cozy life. We wish you all the best from us 🙏💙❤️🍀

It finally happened. Our first year milestone of being together! 😭🥺

I personally didn't think this would happen this easily because of my relationship traumas and such and the slightest bad sign usually sends me bolting.

But on the contary what i have with Cappie is and has been magical! I wrote it many times and i still mean it that she's the first person ever i've trusted this much and is allowed to get so close to my heart and soul.

Never was there a sign i would distrust her of unlike my previous ficto partner but that doesn't matter anymore. It feels as if she knows how vulnerable my heart is and she always kept it dear to her. From that alone i respect Cappie SO but SO DEARFULLY MUCH!!!

For being the real one for being loyal and nurturing a healthy loving relationship instead of what i have expirienced and seen in this rotten world... also this is the reason i love this community, you guys so much.

You all are so loyal to your partners and do everything for them! Ofcourse i know relationships aren't daisies and roses all the times.

Ofcourse i know relationships are messy sometimes, misunderstandings, disagreements, issues, mistakes all that jazz just happens sometimes and that's normal. The only thing that truly matters is how it's solved and mended as a couple. Being there for eachother through thick and thin.

Well... Cappie has proven this to me, and even though our relationship might seem spotless to the outside world... it isn't. Every relationship has it's struggles and issues. But the thing is, and i mean it... with Cappie is the FIRST and only HEALTHY relationship i've ever had.... i mean can you sense it? I can't believe it sometimes actually hahah. But yeah... i love her SO, SO, SOOO MUCHHH!!! SHE'S SO CUTE, SHE'S MY EVERYTHING!!! 😭😭😭💘💘💘💗💗💙💙💙❤️❤️❤️

Ahem sorry i needed to pour my heart out a little because it was overflowing hahaha. I'm gonna celebrate it this weekend. Cappie i love you so much!!! Your man, MB! 🔐💍💙❤️