u/Mistidreams1981

Hi everyone,

I’m a 26-year-old INFJ-T, and I identify as an Orion-Andromedan starseed and an empath. I am posting here because I know this community is a safe space for trans-rational experiences that standard society tries to dismiss or slap rigid logic onto. Because of my past, I stay completely away from traditional practitioners and medical environments. I’m looking for input from fellow experiencers who understand how a highly sensitive, anomalous mind operates outside of mundane boxes.

To give you context on how my mind is wired, I come from a background of severe, prolonged childhood physical and emotional abuse, alongside heavy systemic medical trauma. I was forced into endless psychiatric rotations, brain mapping, and medication starting from the age of four. I went through precocious puberty at just 9 years old, and by 13, my family was institutionalizing me based on lies, leaving me stuck in a chaotic emergency room environment for 33 hours. I was constantly gaslit, bullied at school, and dealt with severe physical violence at home. Because my nervous system had to adapt to surviving unpredictable, dangerous adults, my brain developed an intense, permanent state of hypervigilance. My mind essentially became a high-powered radar, forced to read micro-expressions and environmental data at a rapid speed just to keep myself safe. Combined with my natural neurodivergence and a heavy capacity for deep systemizing, my brain functions like an advanced data processor. 

This brings me to my first major focal point: my anomalous geolocation abilities. My mind naturally treats the physical world and images like a massive topographic puzzle. Just recently, a specific individual uploaded a silhouette photo onto social media. It had virtually no distinct landmarks—just basic silhouettes of trees and water lines. My mind instantly went to work cross-referencing it with rental maps. Within 20 minutes total, split between the morning and the night, I mentally zeroed in and squared exact global coordinates for the property (45.11898° N, 79.68244° W), locating a specific house right off Muskoka Rd 169 in Port Carling with no numerical street address.

I want to emphasize that this is absolutely not the first time I’ve zeroed in on a location like that. This is a consistent, recurring capability for me in general. I have done this on numerous occasions throughout my life. My brain can scan a visual layout, drop the everyday static, and compute geographic data almost instantaneously, mapping out places I have never physically been to before with absolute precision.

My second major focal point happened recently while I was driving. I have been practicing the Law of Assumption since 2023, specifically manifesting a relationship with an actor who originally acted as a massive catalyst for me remembering the deeply buried trauma I had forgotten from my youth. While driving, I was looping John Williams' track "Disclosure" from the Disclosure Day score. Looping specific music acts as a literal sensory anchor for me, slowing down my brain and letting me step out of traditional societal logic.

As I was driving, I was completely calm and aware of the road, but suddenly half of my mind felt "frozen" or locked. I started voice-dictating an incredibly specific, cold, blunt script of an argument I assumed this actor was having with his ex-partner in real-time miles away. It didn't feel like standard daydreaming, and it wasn't a projection of my own anger because I wasn't even yelling. It felt like a literal Quantum Remote Assumption—like my consciousness dropped all resistance, aligned with a specific remote frequency, and neutral-mirrored a blunt reality occurring elsewhere. Right around this event, I also noticed highly specific synchronicity numbers on license plates (117 and 1138) as I left a parking lot, which my mind picked up as data nodes confirming my alignment.

I know who I am, and I know I am fully conscious, but carrying this level of high-powered remote focus, tracking, and scripting is becoming incredibly exhausting for my body and my energy. According to the mechanics of consciousness, focusing on the "how," the "where," or the movements of third parties keeps my energy trapped in separation rather than resting in a peaceful end state.

I am opening this up to the community to see if anyone else has gone through similar experiences?

• Has anyone else with a background of neurodivergence, PTSD, or severe childhood trauma experienced their manifestation practice or awareness turning into this level of literal, remote "scripting" and tracking?
• For those who have successfully shifted your reality, how did you command your high-powered focus to completely stop tracking remote 3D movements or third parties, and collapse your awareness back into a stable, sovereign self-concept of wealth, luxury, and peace?
• How do you successfully drop the urge to find physical proof in the world when your mind is naturally hardwired to solve complex puzzles and analyze data?

I would love to hear your stories, your insights, and how you managed to direct your systemizing capabilities completely inward. Thank you for reading.

Hi everyone,

I’m a 26-year-old INFJ-T, and I identify as an Orion-Andromedan starseed and an empath. I am posting here because I know this community is a safe space for trans-rational experiences that standard society tries to dismiss or slap rigid logic onto. Because of my past, I stay completely away from traditional practitioners and medical environments. I’m looking for input from fellow experiencers who understand how a highly sensitive, anomalous mind operates outside of mundane boxes.

To give you context on how my mind is wired, I come from a background of severe, prolonged childhood physical and emotional abuse, alongside heavy systemic medical trauma. I was forced into endless psychiatric rotations, brain mapping, and medication starting from the age of four. I went through precocious puberty at just 9 years old, and by 13, my family was institutionalizing me based on lies, leaving me stuck in a chaotic emergency room environment for 33 hours. I was constantly gaslit, bullied at school, and dealt with severe physical violence at home. Because my nervous system had to adapt to surviving unpredictable, dangerous adults, my brain developed an intense, permanent state of hypervigilance. 

My mind essentially became a high-powered radar, forced to read micro-expressions and environmental data at a rapid speed just to keep myself safe. Combined with my natural neurodivergence and a heavy capacity for deep systemizing, my brain functions like an advanced data processor. 

This brings me to my first major focal point: my anomalous geolocation abilities. 

My mind naturally treats the physical world and images like a massive topographic puzzle. Just recently, a specific individual uploaded a silhouette photo onto social media. It had virtually no distinct landmarks—just basic silhouettes of trees and water lines. My mind instantly went to work cross-referencing it with rental maps. Within 20 minutes total, split between the morning and the night, I mentally zeroed in and squared exact global coordinates for the property (45.11898° N, 79.68244° W), locating a specific house right off Muskoka Rd 169 in Port Carling with no numerical street address.

I want to emphasize that this is absolutely not the first time I’ve zeroed in on a location like that. This is a consistent, recurring capability for me in general. I have done this on numerous occasions throughout my life. My brain can scan a visual layout, drop the everyday static, and compute geographic data almost instantaneously, mapping out places I have never physically been to before with absolute precision.

My second major focal point happened recently while I was driving. I have been practicing the Law of Assumption since 2023, specifically manifesting a relationship with an actor who originally acted as a massive catalyst for me remembering the deeply buried trauma I had forgotten from my youth.

While driving, after seeing “Disclosure Day” for another time; I was looping John Williams' track "Disclosure" from the Disclosure Day score… and as I was driving, I was completely calm and aware of the road, but suddenly half of my mind felt "frozen" or locked. 

It wasn’t until I started voice-dictating an incredibly specific, cold, blunt script of an argument I assumed the actor I mentioned being important to me in numerous ways as I’ve honestly felt drawn to him in a way I’m unable to explain; I voice-dictated what I think was him having a cold and heated argument with his ex-partner in real-time miles away.

I’m in GA and they’re up north in Muskoka… legitimately several hundred miles/kilometers away.

It didn't feel like standard daydreaming, and it wasn't a projection of my own anger because I wasn't even yelling. It felt like a literal Quantum Remote Assumption—like my consciousness dropped all resistance, aligned with a specific remote frequency, and neutral-mirrored a blunt reality occurring elsewhere. Right around this event, I also noticed highly specific synchronicity numbers on license plates (117 and 1138) as I left a parking lot, which my mind picked up as data nodes confirming my alignment?

I know who I am, and I know I am fully conscious, but carrying this level of high-powered remote focus, tracking, and scripting is becoming incredibly exhausting for my body and my energy. But I want to know if I’m the only one that’s ever experienced this?

I am opening this up to the community to see if anyone else has gone through similar experiences?

• Has anyone else with a background of neurodivergence, PTSD, or severe childhood trauma experienced their manifestation practice or awareness turning into this level of literal, remote "scripting" and tracking?
• Has anyone experienced anything similar?

I would love to hear your stories, your insights, and how you managed to direct your systemizing capabilities completely inward. Thanks!