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Has 2 microdiscectomies and one steroid shot, had three good years with all but I think it has returned in the most painful way, physically and mentally. This disease already took away a good chunk of my 20s and now it’s back again. I can’t deal with this anymore. I currently on Mounjaro to help loose weight to help with my sciatica but everything is going haywire.
I’m defeated mentally, physically and emotionally. I don’t know what else to do.
I’ve popped up gabapen, took my regular muscle relaxants but I can feel somwthing is not right. The pain in not going in my leg but is terrible enough that I can’t turn around in bed and having trouble breathing.
If this disease can’t get better, I’d like for it to kill me for once and all. I’ve lost too much because of this, I don’t want to anymore. It’s all too much. I’m sorry for the rant and being harsh but I just can’t today. It’s so painful.

I’m 28 F. Have been sexually active since 5 years and have always bled while having sex. Be it gentle sex or rough sex, I’ve always spotted. I don’t have any symptoms for any STI and have a perfectly healthy environment down there. But like when my partner stretches me to insert himself or it stretches on its own, I bleed a bit. I’m not sure what it is but it stops instantly after we are done. Does anyone have the saw experience?

So as the title says, I have got a big bump on my ass crack right now that needs to come to head, drained and calm down in the next 2-3 days. I’ve got a hookup coming up and I do not want it coming in the way. I’m a stage 1 female with severe PCOS, currently on Mounjaro for weight loss. My usual flareup areas are my booty cheeks, under boob and under arm. The ass and underboob and the worst to be honest. But this has become a way of life now. Please help with any advice and suggestions.

My current project has been on pause for over a month and I’m unable to land a new one even after having the required qualifications and experience. Any suggestions would be very very helpful.