Pushing 30. CS grad from '23. Homeless, addicted to drugs now. No work experience. Useless projects that could be vibe coded easily now.
No money. No savings. No shelter. Only recently got access to a phone.
I know I'm beyond deep fried. I won't be able to work. I won't be able to get a job.
Drug addicted homeless CS grad from '23. Pushing 30. No work experience.
Useless CS degree. I know I'm worthless. I've been on light drugs for about a year now. I don't know what I should do with the remainder of my days.
I've accepted that I'll never be able to get a job. I've accepted that I'll never be able to pay a dollar towards my student loans. I've accepted that I'll never be able to support myself. I've accepted that I'll never be able to have shelter. I've accepted that it'll end soon.
I'm approaching 30. I have no work experience. No money. Just debt, and a useless bachelor's degree that's quickly becoming irrelevant. Just looking at the numbers, it's fine for now. But the numbers are faked and massaged, a lot. The unemployment and underemployment rates don't mean much, these days.
Idk what to do. My brain, my soul is just exhausted. The world is collapsing before our very eyes. Mostly due to the wrong voting decisions ever since WW2. I'm not needed by the economy. By anyone. This version of capitalism doesn't need me. Our priorities are all fucked up.
I started to take light drugs in 2025. It's been nice. My brain gets more and more addled by the day.