u/Money_Zone_6470

I don't know if im crazy or did the right thing anymore, I'm in a constant panic and just want to be cared for, I hurt

Im living and suffering to make my way to her, and she doesn't even allow a small bit of pain for herself, I'm so worried about her, and she recently attacked her parents now for the third time and went into a mental hospital, I hope she gets some good meds, and I hope her parents are okay, the smallest upset she gets she blows up over and she won't attend uni to appease her parents or listen, and I've been worried sick over and over again that something like this will happen. My views are to suffer for those you love is the ultimate expression of love, and yet she doesn't accept a morsel of even the lightest upsetness

She's all the way in another country and lives at home still and is disabled and in uni, she messaged me that she attacked her parent and now they may disown her and that was her last message for a few hours, I'm worried sick and my heart hurts

i bought the ayaneo flip ds years ago, and too this day ive deeply regretted only buying the 16 gb ram version i know the ram market is really expensive rn and im not too smart with replacing computer parts but is their a way i could install more ram in it?