u/MonthBig7452

HELLO Y'ALL!!!

So I love my gf sosososo much, and next year I'm going to be a senior and she will be a junior. We've been dating since I was in 8th grade and I wanted to propose to her in a way that's special. I was thinking of doing it at like a pep rally with special permission, a concert, just somewhere big that would be the world to her.

I'm looking for ANY proposal ideas at all​​​​​​, just please be serious with your reccomendations :>

So when I was around 11 1/2 I went to my bsfs house. I'm not quite sure why, but people in my grade found feet as something funny when we were in the grade before, even though it was mostly her.

I had gone to her house for a sleepover, and she tied me up in a rope. She had began to suck my feet and not only did this, but she recorded it and took photos and sent it to people. I didn't have say in it, I wasn't scared, I was kinda just freaked out repeatedly asking her to stop because I hated the way it felt. ​​​​​​

She had also harrassed me on​ a seperate occasion I'm not gonna get into much, but she did touch my chest without permission.

Was what happened at her house that night SA?

Particularly on Instagram, Ive seen people talking about The Front Bottoms Exes. They see either you are The Front Bottoms Ex or you have one and I've only seen a handful of videos about though so I don't assume this is a widespread thing. Does anyone know what this is supposed to entail about us? T-T

My 14th Birthday is tomorrow. Give me anything to do. Anything. Most liked comment will be done, and if I'm not able to do the most liked, I will do the second most liked. Go!

For most of my life I've identified as a bisexual, but after learning more about my attraction, I've discovered I'm actually a lesbian.

It's just hard because I come from a homophobic conservative family and I've always dreamed of my parents being at my wedding and supporting me and having a family. If I were to marry a woman, they wouldn't show up (not that I could've even imagined myself marrying a man in the first place,) and if I were to start a family, its a bummer that the baby can't be biologically the child of both of us.

I've always pictured how nice it would be to find the right guy, to finally meet a boy I could love, and I wondered why I could never find anyone as perfect as the women I dated. Back then I wrote it off as the fact I would almost always date shitty men (which is kinda true,) but now I've just come to the realization I'm just a lesbian.

I also realized that every relationship I was in with a guy I never really loved them, and most of the times they were just friend crushes where I got confused (which made them fade quickly once I got to know them,) and just about every time I dated a guy, by the end I hated them. There are two relationships where this is an exception, but they were when I was pretty young, and we were basically just close friends that cuddled, barely said I love you, and never kissed. I feel like that's quite unfair to the guys who truly loved me.

I also don't really know why I'm so bummed out about the biological family thing anyways given I've always been a gynosexual. I'm sorry to vent here, but I kinda just needed to talk about it.