u/Motor_Homer

Therapy Culture Drama

Note to mods: this may be therapy reform. It is mainly therapy culture drama. So I’m saying therapy critical

I’m single, female and 47. I have been through a lot with therapy but this is another story. My therapy bio: mom wanted me in therapy in high school for not getting asked out, mom wanted me on Prozac because my brother was on drugs, went to therapy after an abusive boyfriend and learned boundaries, friends didn’t like boundaries so it caused havoc, marriage therapists said things like: you will never get pregnant with that kind of attitude, you have to allow your husband to tell his mom every thing, your pcos is public but his flaccidity is private, therapist gave legal advice unsolicited, last therapist wanted me to vacation with my mom who enabled by brother

Enough with my drama on to therapy culture drama

I was involved in a Facebook dating group where we analyzed men’s profiles. A anonymous woman made a post that saying see a therapist is cruel. She got a bunch of backlash. People said it was helpful. It was kind to say see a therapist

I said if someone is sad because they lost their dog or their job. Is that really a good response? Like my neighbors whose house burned down. I gave them clothes, food and dog toys as they rebuild. Would it be helpful to say as they leave….oh by the way see a therapist. That response got hate. I was being LOL emoji’ed. My notifications were filling up fast with them. I was told I wanted people to not seek help

I then said 2 years post divorce i was doing the work. I was literally doing anything that damned therapist said. I went to meetups. I took classes. I met people but I didn’t make any long term friends. I spent the holidays alone. And I went along with this story and said I mentioned that to someone. I didn’t have anyone to spend the holidays with. The persons response…see a therapist. Well I was going through therapy at that time

I was told “in the kindest” way possible that no one wants to be around me and I did to do the work to get people to like. More or less…but it was asinine

I blasted the group that this isn’t the result of people who have been through therapy. It’s parroting. I left the group. Drama done? No

They stalked and mocked my personal Facebook page.

Too bad I cannot share the screenshots.

Anyway, the values of empathy and curiosity seem to be missing in the therapy culture

I want to reform this some how. But that’s another saying

reddit.com
u/Motor_Homer — 5 days ago

His name was Lando. He was a socialite. Loved people, walks, car rides and treats. He would prefer being petted to food any day.

He got cancer last Memorial Day. T cell lymphoma. He thrived through it. He was in remission for 8 months.

March 1 of this year his appetite got picky. I talked to his oncologist, regular vet, etc. we tried various tests. Lymph nodes and scans were clear.

The week before Easter he got a small growth on his throat lymph node. We wanted to do a med fast before chemo. His appetite really declined with the med fast.

Oncology wanted me to come in for an ultrasound and start a recovery protocol. It was an hour way and I’m single and couldn’t make it. I scheduled it for April 14. This was 5 days after they wanted to see them.

He stoped eating April 12. April 14 he wasn’t drinking after the ultrasound most likely because of the drugs. I took him to the er for subq fluids and he was released that might

They told me he needed to be hospitalized once I found out the ultrasound.

That night his brother laid a paw on him. I didn’t sleep. That image haunts me and I knew it was time to put him down.

I called a hospice vet that morning. Oncology wanted me to come and see them but I didn’t want to do hospitalization for more chemo

The results came back late…mainly because it was so bad. Extensive involvement in the gi tract including liver and spleen and lymph nodes. Regular vet gave me several options but I put him down because of the hospitalization

I have a lot of guilt because he may have lived but I didn’t want him to die in a hospital without me

As a puppy, he was shot and abandoned. His early years were alone and hospitalizations.

Instead he went to star bucks for a pup cup he didn’t eat and a walk in the park to see the ducks

He died in my arms and his brother got to say goodbye

reddit.com
u/Motor_Homer — 2 months ago