u/Mountain_Anybody_245

Hey guys.

i was born and raised a muslim, being a teenage muslim girl i feel so fucking conflicted. im really on edge with islam, the whole modesty thing - the way women are treated below men is really getting to me. im constantly told the clothes i wear are “inappropriate“ just because maybe my shirt isn’t covering my hips?

i hate the way I feel like im being sexualised ever since i hit puberty, taught that not covering my hair is going to attract men. like hello? its also affecting my life goals, ive dreamed on being an actor, something creative. Yet of course I cant because my mum claims ill be interacting with men in “that way”. Its honestly ridiculous.

I’ve thought about leaving islam, but honestly i feel like my parents would hate me for it. I also fear the afterlife and always think “well, what if its right? what if i go to hell for leaving?” but then i look at my life and honestly, I hate it. I have no clue what to do.

sorry for the rant, I just need advice. thanks.

I’m going to try and keep this short - but i need help.

I have been trying to shift for a while now (and have done it in the past using lucid dreaming) did a bajillion methods, and finally moved to try out LOA. I know the whole “imagine you already shifted gist” but how?

im shifting to the mcu, and i tell myself im already there. Except, subconsciously i always wait for my physical surroundings to change. How can I stop that? Like I know im there but it feels like im waiting for the “effect” to actually kick in.